hey happy CNY &happy dressing up ! (: me so excited although me mum &i didn't get as many clothes as we wld in the past. anyw I'M SO NOT 50KG. screw the gym's weighing machine man, me is not menopausal thank God :D yay everyone I'M REALLY NOT 50 ! HEEHEE byez.

happy CNY you guys (: !

ps: 6C gathering pic soon k !

Labels: 6c04, happy cny

"True friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love."

Labels: friends, love

wow, CNY soon. like visiting all over again &of course, the new pretty clothes (: me like. me love me mum she's so nice ! yay :D but am so not looking forward to getting fat please ! today took Height &Weight, &horrors, me gonna exerciseee !!!!11ONEONEONE.

5q's nice so far (: we have a lot of fun gossiping about others heehee. we shld take a pic soon (: ok byez. don't feel like doing math z. the math tcher's as shitty as his subj. yucks i feel so dirty typing this bye.


ps: happy 17th bday mineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !

Labels: 5Q, cny, fat, happy bday

feeling awful.
ni zai na li ? wo miss ni. ni zhi dao ma ? dui bu qi, dou shi wo de cuo ):

Labels: sorry really

800th.

thank you Grace.
sorry to you girls.

today was real screwed up. but serves me right so no hugs for me. i'm sad though. i still want hugs. sorry D.

i think i really need to turn to God. Father i'm so screwed i'm so sorry i need Your loving hands to comfort me.

Labels: God, screwed

friends ?

when did qn mark start to follow friends. terrible. what happened to us seriously, where us does not refer to anyone or group in particular. just feel screwed up. i'm disappointed.

but who am i to say all this. i'm not perfect. no one is. &i ought to work on my own flaws before criticising others. my boyf shld leave me for a better girl right. i'm just a bitch who picks on a speck of sawdust on someone else when i actually have a wooden plank myself. yeah it's from the Bible but i can't rmb the exact verse cause i'm an awful backslider. jasmine what a disgrace.

shame on myself for being such a bad person.

Labels: friends, screwed

these 3 days were really kinda fun (: i'm surprised orientation actually turned out to be this fun (: great job you ppl. &many thanks !

5Q is a nice class, the name itself is nice enough heehee. me classmates are pleasant ppl generally so me like (: yay ok live in harmony i hope. sorry i can be a bitch at times but i like you ppl overall (:

lessons are starting tmr officially. am quite scared about it. it's like the cycle of a hectic life all over again. i really don't wanna settle for mediocre grades these 2 years. they're really impt to me. so me friends &i are so going to overcome the fatigue, mental &physical, so we get pretty report slips tgt. i love y'all man. thank you for standing by me <3.

D ! me gonna see you thru that challenge ok. &like i've said, for you a thousand times over. love you beautiful.


ps: happy bday ZRFFFFFFFFFFF (: &josephine !

Labels: 5Q, happy bday, let's work hard, love my friends, orientation, scared

woohoo last night was fun ! (: yay made the best out of the last of holidays at least. yay to you guys (: ! a pity not all the Party Ppl were there though. to those who went, me appreciate you !! (: thanks wee &kexin esp, despite your early curfews you came ! (: love y'all &i didnt get screwed last night !

sch's starting... most impt thing's to adjust my biological clock. me getting awful dark eye rings gosh. rjjjjjjjj idk if you'll read this but i'll miss you &the group'll stay close. appreciate you (: claire, i haven't written you a terribly touching post about your leaving, but that doesn't mean i won't miss you. love you babe lyk srsly we must stick tgt or i slap you ah ! love ni sweets ):

thank you all for making this hols so eventful &enjoyable (: my spontaneous girls... the really fun guys... you rock man.
&lastly but never the least, thank you Love for always being with me.

Labels: I LOVE YOU, love my friends, night out, party people, pics, thank you

maybe i'm way more inferior, disgusting, heinous than i think i am. i can totally imagine ppl viewing my online profiles, going "gross right ?!" hahaha. so me. but it's fine i'm a bitch, i have THE RIGHT, HELLO ?

don't know. i'm just feeling weird. like, i am actually a freakin' wannabe too !! i'm so disgusting ! mandyyyyyyyyyy i miss you z. sian. it's like "do my friends really love me ?"

nvm bye i'm gonna sleep...

Labels: i suck, me is bitch

feels weird blogging w/o pictures. haha see what technology does to budding writers like me.

nth much actually, just looking forward to sch, hoping all will still be well, or even better, when sch starts... need to fix screwed up wallet please. i'm such a genius, really. dang ok i'm so bored. byebye ):

2 of my friends are 17 alr ! :D happy 17, wilf &ziwei (:

Labels: bored, happy bday, stupid

i'm actually quite excited about the new school year. wonder how everyth will turn out to be like... (: am quite optimistic leh ! heehee.

hmm what'll the lessons be like ? there'll be so much mingling &all at the start of the year ! i love making new friends :D hoping 09 will be an interesting &eventful year with all my friends &D whee. no doubt the workload will almost suffocate us but hey we can always spend time studying tgt no ? that'll be so sweet !!!! me like hoho. doesn't matter whether we have similar combis, studying tgt is a joy leh leh leh (:

cca... soccer ? i'm so lonely in it please. Claire you ran away zzz leaving me behind. kz, i'm still unsure if i really want to play serious soccer. wish me all the best, i need a cca that i really like (:

i'm gonna walk away from every height &weight session proudly hahaha, will run regularly to keep myself toned (: the hunt for good food continues nevertheless ! carrots to spend recess tgt at least monthly ! save at least $4 weekly ! don't pon PE :D ! Rchys, Awesomes, Party People (you know who you are :D) to not drift apart ! spend time with 2K ppl (: wilf me very long never see you alr ! D we can spend time tgt despite hectic schedules (: !!!!!




love everyone muah muah byez. ok maybe i don't wanna be too much of a bitch in 09. xoxo.

Labels: 09, love my friends, resolutions

am i the weirdest bitch ever or what ?
siao just ignore la ._. zzz kanasai.



anyhow was out with D, rj &kexin ytd, was very cute me like (: hahahah rj you're the man !!!! pics up soon with our dinner hahah me like to take pics with my food ! sigh. i feel abit weird. staying at home on a Saturday ? so not me. bye i need a new sch bag &decorate my new wallet. z sian bye.

Labels: /:, zzz

this face shld be the most familiar one to me. every mole, every blemish...
i like looking at you. sometimes you'd look back at me, sometimes you'd allow me to admire your side profile. but today. today was different. when i looked at you, i saw your eyes. they looked at me with disappointment, sadness, worry &a slight reluctance to stand by me.

i'm sorry that i'm such a letdown, always. so wilful, so dependent on you, so bloody selfish. i'm sorry i ruined the fun we cld have had (&we're definitely doing this again guys ! promise i won't get screwed, serious). i've tears in my eyes as i'm typing this. yeah you're right, this is what i always do to you. &it's as if i've the licence to do so-- to hurt you physically &verbally instead of giving you loving hugs &kisses. you probably won't believe me, but i love you i love you i love you. thrice, i said those words.
i don't know who gave you this sort of strength to go on being with me, because i'm such a brat. i know how much you've sacrificed so willingly, i know every night sth tugs at your heart &you realise your bed's too empty. i know i can never imagine what you'd do for/to me just to ensure that i'm happy &safe. you're the best, every single time you draw me into your arms. you're the best, every time you smile at me &tell me it's okay. you're the best, cause when i feel down, i run to you for comfort; when i'm gleeful you're there to share my joy &laugh with me. but how does the little girl you dote on so much treat you ? i don't even know where to begin recounting my inconsiderate &hurtful deeds.

i won't say sorry, i know you want sth more than that. you scoff when i say i'll try, but i'm still gonna say it-- i'll try to redeem myself.

thank you for your faith, loyalty &your tender loving care. you're in every special way appreciated.

In these ever-changing days,
You're the one thing that remains.
I could stay like this forever.

Labels: love, new year, screwed, thank you