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Saturday, March 31, 2007 @ 10:19 PM
最近比较不会因为你流泪。是感情已经开始淡去，还是哭不出来，说真的我也不知道。 有时候会认为，咦，我好像比较少想起你了。 有时候又觉得，不，什么都还没改变。 我会对关于你的 hearsays 感兴趣，会想知道你最近怎样了，过得还好吗。 10个月前，开始写我们的小故事。 5个月前便开始疗伤，哇，我病了好久。 现在，故事就只剩下我在叙述对你的思念。 为何不，有人问。我并答，好难。 你对我的冷漠，我早已习惯了；对我的不在乎，对我的沉默无言，我都看透了。 只要你快乐，我什么都不希罕。 只要你快乐，什么都是值得的。 只要你好好照顾自己、家人，我就满足了。 我还未陪你躺在草地上看星星，你便道了别。 Labels: 怎么放你走？ |
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Friday, March 30, 2007 @ 11:43 PM
whoa long day man.
sch as usual, then met up with Bombidums. some left, others hung out at marina sq (for e 3rd time in 2 weeks). makan-ed at BK :D talked cock then moved to Swensen's where Birthday Claire gave us a treat of Earthquake !!!! (: thank you haha love you asshole. (: scurried to tiong bahru mrt &headed for some Safra place with e seniors (: e talk was alright, informative with all e physics theories lol, which i obviously didnt undstd. but then i did gain some knowledge &inspiration of course (: yeah then some seniors went home while e other went to makan again :D charsiewbao ! haha &chwee kuey (not me). i must try e hokkien mee there e next time i go. &take care k, claire<3. love carrots ! byebye, there's some chinese thing (again) tmr at nanyang high. ok so i gotta wake up super early zzz. &worse, miss my trng with e kids. dammit. HAPPY BDAY CLAIRE <3!!!!! Labels: CARROTSlove, happy bday |
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Thursday, March 29, 2007 @ 8:51 PM
hey (:
trng today was alright. e kids made me laugh :D damn cute la. tmr is a happy day, TGIF hohoho. no cca !, haha noobz. (X yay tmr got this talk about erm, some... stuff. &maybe a sleepover at claire's ! :D:D so cool. ok plus morning run. so yay, tmr will be a happy day woo. argh, jianbao. x:  many kisses to my 1year boyfriend ! :D &to you too, <3. Labels: exclaimation mark(s) |
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Wednesday, March 28, 2007 @ 10:06 PM
yo haha, today was a good day too :D
assembly: KEXIN CLAIRE SHUYING :D:D after sch, wanted to make IC but bloody kexin didnt go take photo (made me so dulan last night but i still love her lol), plus gotta do sth else, so didnt go. hung out with Bombidums instead haha then Claire caught us red-handed O: so dumb right. when wee &i reached yewtee by mrt, saw jhawnette then she mentioned remedial. HAHA I FORGOT I TOLD MRLIULIU I WAS GONNA MAKE IC TODAY. THEN PONNED BECAUSE I GO SHOPPING ._. shit man, sorry mrliu !! yay trng tmr. but zzz, super long day, can die leh AHHHH. luckily wee &esther staying wooo. thank you girls (: CARROTS<3. Labels: (: |
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Tuesday, March 27, 2007 @ 8:12 PM
hey ! i love carrots :D
today's a tues yay, PE &CCA :D:D freaking fun hahaha. anyway lessons first then PE. Tan made us run 5 x 400m &i sucked zzz. i think i'll die when i go back to train under Mrlee. ): dammitz, argh. ): then trng !! :D so fun, i really love my kids ! well, most of them x: so i talked to them a bit today &i think im feeling more &more attached to them. i dont want them to hate me lol. i asked them whether they think im a strict senior: a unanimous NO. lol &i laughed like an ass when they were discussing about terms like "lan pa ji" &"humji". lol damn cute leh :D i guess i gotta be a little firmer with a couple of them though, cause they're seriously getting on my nerves. ok yay i love my kids (: after cca CARROTS PLAYED CHAPTEH omg freaking funny man :D !! we were like noobs can lol then kept laughing like idiots. LMAO la hilarious man. CARROTS<3!! 至少还能做回朋友，这样就够了。 你要照顾自己！ Labels: CARROTSlove |
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Monday, March 26, 2007 @ 8:07 PM
yo.
wahhhhh today was a longgg day man ):
anyway, trng tmr. get to see my kids ahha, actually they're not bad, i quite like them :D but not sure whether i shld run cause of my noob toe. damn shitz can. so uh, i hope i can run lo. jiayou carrots<3, 2more weeks !! HANG IN THEREEEEEEEEEE. reap e fab fruits of labour man, carrots can do it ! :D muah ! |
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Sunday, March 25, 2007 @ 8:35 PM
eff man im damn pissed. screw homework.
nabei professors give me what saikhang hw man, freaking dulan !!!!!!!!!! tmr got e bloody boring course again wahlau eh damn shit. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. anyway i took my stupid photos for making my IC. damn dumb can my hair looked like a bird's nest ._.  most recent to sec1. wahlau damn noob. LOL im gonna use e one on e extreme left hoho. next time whenever i look at my IC i'll LMAO. like a clown man zzz. Labels: noob stuff |
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Saturday, March 24, 2007 @ 10:36 PM
im not exactly letting things go, am i ?
im unable to forget afterall. all those pleasantly sorrowful memories, all that intimacy. i thought i was brave until tears came to haunt me again. my mind wants to give it all up but my heart persists. all this while i've been struggling in this one-sided blah. you're long over me, i know. perhaps you didnt have to try to get over this. afterall, you ditched me. you cant possibly be sad, can you ? but lovely dexterchia, i beg you to undstd my plight. its hard to get over you, harder to forget e past. i long for your attention &concern, i long for your impossible love. i long to lean on your chest &cry my eyes out, i long to type "hey dear im gonna sleep alr. muah, nites !" because i dont wanna let go of that routine thing i used to do every night. i can do anything for you my sweets, as much as you dont give a hoot. i wish i had tried to salvage our relationship, so it wld never have turned out this way. we were attached for 5months, &now we've almost broke up for 5months. ppl keep telling me to forget it, but they never teach me how. paralysed, unhappy, troubled, worried, confused, inquisitive, inferior. i love you dearest, i do. dexterchia please take care of yourself. i cant be there for you anymore so please make sure you're well. im worried sick. do take good care of your fam too &please dont change for e worse. may God be with you, my dear. <3. Labels: 我不想爱你 |
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@ 9:34 PM
yo haha back from kexin's place lol lameshitz i love chilling out :D
YAY:
slowly im loosening my grip, im letting you go, im healing. Labels: (:, LET'S ALL GET FAT. |
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Friday, March 23, 2007 @ 10:48 PM
yo haha today was indeed a happy day :D
HAPPY BDAY KEXIN AWESOMES AI NI (: so anyway we practised baton passing (yes i know im extra cause i dont even have a stupid race) &was so shuang ahhhh (i know im slow but i still like to run). i think baton-passing rocks w/o Pandian's yelling. but noobwee fell down zzz, take care ah. &best of luck for your trial, <3. sch was alright. stupid chinese tcher, big fat noob. got to know speech marks &am quite satisfied. i love mr liuliu (: although math still sucks la, duh. lisaikhang told my papa i sleep during her lessons. cmon la noobshitz, so boring damn hard to stay awake can. somemore almost make me dulan sia, dont know how to explain, so noob man. D. Lim rocks fullstop (: then after sch :D:D Bombidums lagged in sch like shit cause we cldnt decide where to go. huishan said we stop after every 5m LOL. in e end lunched with shuying sherrie claire &kexin at Ikea :D so niceeee woo. then runfeng called &we talked for an hour ._. haha miss e old times in 2k. yeah then sherrie &shuying went home while kexin claire &i lagged at queensway shopping centre. wah damn fun man :D:D rocks. laughed like crazy noobs hahahhaha. get complaint letter in 2 consecutive days wow. carrots are impressive :D wahlau noob can ppl happy also buaysong. siao they jealous only lo lameshit ! Labels: happy bday |
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Thursday, March 22, 2007 @ 9:08 PM
yo hoho.
actually today sucked la right, but then CARROTS !! were so funny on e bus so i cheered up. anyway i believe in laughter cause i like to indulge in it :D sch was okay la, but cca was as happy as ever. man, do i love carrots (: although i suck at running now, i still adore e athletics team hahaha yay. today's Hist, however, wasnt that bad cause we listened to this silly song "Please Hello". haha e title is stupid enough la. then D. Lim rocks. his lessons are super good despite his fast speech. yeah my ears very sour after his lessons cause must keep paying full attention. oh &CID sucks. rah damn boring man. no more Bombidums to bitch with !!!!! ahhhh. anyway i have like super gross dark eye rings. ohman, cause i dont sleep. grrr i wanna sleep !! e only thing i ask of you is to take care of yourself. &i really hope that stupid rumour isnt true. dont scare me please. &stop screwing yourself up, for goodness' sake. beg you to take care. |
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Wednesday, March 21, 2007 @ 11:00 PM
ZZZZZZZZZ.
manyee come back quick i miss you leh ! hurry hurry ok. no matter how much i feel i'll slowly forget you, no matter how many smses we exchanged in e past, no matter how far we discussed about e future, nothing is ever gonna go back in time. nothing is ever gonna be e same. i've learnt, you've grown up, we're all changed ppl. i can never deny that i love you, so deeply it hurts like shit. songs remind me of you, places remind me of you, i can relate almost everything to you. i can narrate our 5months to you. but guess what, your predicted answer wld be: lol :D i really dont know why i can love you so much. 掏心掏肺，你却无动于衷。我知道爱情不能勉强，只是一直都放不下过去。 如果我问你，eh noob. you think we can patch up ?, 你会怎么回答我? 到现在伤口还是没能力复原, 我是不是有毛病? I can't let go, no I can't let go of you. You're holding me back without even trying to. I can't let go, no I can't move on from the past. Labels: why do i love you so. |
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@ 10:37 PM
hey. PDP today was cool :D at least we talked about sth more interesting ahha. yay PDP with Sharleen is never really boring, unlike Andrew Hook omg he's so terribly noob. wahlau you know Andrew Hook is so stupid la, my friends talk about him then i'll laugh like a pig. xD
ok back to my point, we discussed about emo ppl &emo songs &stuff like that. :D then actually i realised everyone will at least be emo sometimes. nobody is never emo lo. i mean, im emo at times too. like in my blog, i reflect quite abit (i dont show it in sch doesnt mean i dont okay. i still use my brain) &write to vent my sorrow. so yup but i dont self-mutilate or what la. thats utterly stupid. yeah then emo songs were like Linkin Park, i tell you, i totally hate Linkin Park &all e noisy hardrock bands omg damn noisy la faggot. lol they shout like they're possessed then freaking gross. sorry weeseow &other Linkin Park fans lol. i cannot stand them. ok so erm i feel like joining e rest of e team in tmr's trng ): ): wahlau eh, i wanna go !!!!!!!!!! zzz dont know if im allowed to, argh. so fun la zzzzzzz. oh &thursdays will be movie days for Hist students but i cant go wahlauuuuuuuuuu faggot right. I WANNA WATCH HISTORY MOVIES BUT I WANT TRNGS TOO WAHLAUUUUUUU. nabei man. Labels: noob stuff, zzzzzz |
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Tuesday, March 20, 2007 @ 9:40 PM
somehow i feel im on e verge of giving it all up, on e edge of e cliff longing for some bungeejump down. give cca, schwork, MY LIFE up. i just feel very gross la wahlau. like somehow i hate myself for being a loser in everything. im not a day person, neither am i a night. i just keep sleeping &sleeping &i dont even morning-run. thats damn shit. im very tired la i wanna sleep like shit but i cant. bloodyhell hw is piling up i can never finish it. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ):
anyhow, i love carrots la. only pillar of support left. &wth man im so freaking dulan. kcuf man cant you just reply me. i know im hell of a nuisance &I HATE ME TOO. dammit its not even your stupid fault i just hate myself. ah go be a good guy. i wanna go home with e Lord now. life sucks. stupid jasmine tan go screw yourself up &leave e others alone. f. Labels: zzzzzz |
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Sunday, March 18, 2007 @ 8:04 PM
yo manzsxzsz ytd was awesome reunion at wee's :D damn fun hoho. lots of thrashing out &bitching &confession &noise (X yay haha i love awesomes :D claire i hope you're feeling better yeah, &kexin you must take care ah.
PEIDONGGGGGGGGG !! *does satanic handsign LLLLORMEH. (LMAO. inside jokes sorry.) so yup claire &kexin then left at arnd 10 while i stayed on till like, 12.30am lol. haha yeah then wee freaked me out with a stupid RadioHead video wahlau. yay awesomes<3 today was fam outing w/o papa cause he was at work. hohoho so 4 pigs went food fair at suntec &we ate so so so much (or maybe except muzzer<3). super nice stuff man, ahha last day liao noobz. conclusion: gained weight. impact: zzz. ohwell nvm :D so yup i gotta bathe now then do hw all e way till after midnight. omg my beauty sleep ahhhhhhhhh. ok lo i think im gonna be dead tmr. constellation sucks. &Ci Xi too. FAG. Labels: zzzzzz |
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@ 5:15 AM
came out from wee's room, determined to do some research on some stuff like, Dowager CiXi or sth but then my fingers typed Blogger._.
claire says im lame. yeah, WHATEVER. (: yeah so uh im like so near him LOL i wanna flyyyyyyyyyy ! :D yay trng today was cool cause uh we had fun hahaha. 3 &a half weeks more to Nationals'. go carrots !! just run. NJC quote: "i cant go on. i go on." (: (: (: I THINK IM SO HAPPY ALR HOHOHAHAH (: ps: hope desmy gets in for campus auditions :D |
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Saturday, March 17, 2007 @ 10:15 PM
I don't quite know how to say how I feel
Those three words are said too much They're not enough Labels: 我不想爱你 |
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Friday, March 16, 2007 @ 10:02 PM
FIRSTLY, CONGRATULATIONS TO B GIRLS !! :D:D YAY GOT A FREAKING 1ST FOR TEAM HAHAHHA SCARED RIGHT :D
despite that, i screwed up as usual la hor. stupid placing, argh nvm. hmm &i love BOMBIDUMS hohoho. :D claire got freaking 5th &kexin got freaking 4th &i forgot what yuxin got ._. &leena got freaking 9th omg damn pro right wahlau im so proud of all of you. make a comeback man, go carrots. yeah so after Swift about 10 carrots went bt timah food centre for dinner hoho, chai tau kueh (: then came home haha i bathed leh ! :D so cool right lol, but i still hate to bathe x: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: (: LOVES. last night was so (:, thank you chia. this week has been super fab, Hallelujah. i feel extremely contented &blessed alr, thank you noob. i know im annoying so i'll not sms you anymore. take care alright ! i think my life's getting better &back on track alr, cant say so for running though. so uh thank God for everything. &hee, he always makes my day (X YAY IM GOING TRNG WITH E REST TMR HAHAHA WOOOOOOOO I MISS E TEAM (: i think of you &thank God. <3 Labels: I LOVE YOU, thank you |
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@ 10:55 AM
谢谢你 谢秀衍
我很满足了。 Labels: (: |
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@ 5:04 AM
hey hello :D
in a buaypai mood cause i just went for facial with jason tan :D its a pity i never hung out with him before. you know, like, hang out (*acts black). i think it'll be quite cool haha cause erm, i like my bro a lot (:  anyway:
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Thursday, March 15, 2007 @ 3:52 AM
I AM A CRAZY NOOBSHITZ &I BLOG LIKE SHIT EVERYDAY CAUSE BLOODY SCH GAVE US A HELL HEAP OF HW SO I CANT TOWN OR ANYTHING THUS RESULTING IN LAME ENTRIES. ):
ohman save me SOS SOS !! :D math is like so demoralising wahlau. but ! at least i went out with wee hahahoho, to do hw. lol yay i think i can only do work with her man, cause she's a bloody shithole mugger haha. yeah man wee, love you THE MUGGERZ. &omg i slept at like, 4plus this morning &woke up at 10 wah pro right. proves that im not a pig haha. Jasmine 1: term2 pia liao. Jasmine 2: 我的屁股 ! Jasmine 3: wahlau dont like that leh. Jasmine 4: shut up la can dont talk about sch anot. Jasmine 5: yalah piang eh. any hot guys recently ? Jasmine 6: yeah yeah got mike he !! but too bad he's mine haha paiseh ah Jasmines 1 to 5. Jasmine 7: wah this is abit lame only. abit only so nvm.  muzzerLOVE &i on cny day2. anyway his maple characters are damn fag lol. still dare to show me :D |
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Tuesday, March 13, 2007 @ 4:20 PM
(friendster bulletin. am bored)
*** Your reaction to these. WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS LIKE THAT? - huh where got. I JUST REALIZED NOW THAT I LOVE YOU - haha so slow. :D LEAVE HIM/HER ALREADY. YOULL BE MUCH MORE HAPPY WITH ME - you think so easy meh dammit. COME ON. SMILE. YOU'RE CUTE WHEN YOU DO THAT. - :D PLEASE DO MY MATH HOMEWORK TOO - siao no. I AM SO BLESSED TO HAVE SOMEONE LIKE YOU - haha thank you (: WHY DOES MONDAY COME BEFORE TUESDAY? - cause God made it so ! I HAVE TWO TICKETS TO THE LINKIN PARK CONCERT. WANNA COME WITH ME? - eee haha but i think they're super noisy leh. YOU ARE ONE OF THE MOST SPECIAL PEOPLE IN MY LIFE. DID YOU KNOW THAT? - dont know leh. I THINK IM FALLING FOR YOU - slowpoke. I CANT SMILE WITHOUT YOU - aww :D i know i very cute, thanks. THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, BUT YOU JUST ARENT HIM/HER - huh ok lo ): NOTHING - sure bo. WHATS YOUR MOBILE NUMBER? - why leh. CAN I HAVE THIS DANCE - i have 2 left feet. you mind ? MAY I ESCORT YOU - no need la but then if you insist... *acts shy (:D) DO YOU STILL LOVE HIM/HER TIL NOW - yes la noob. YOU WERE EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING THAT I WANTED - you too !! :D aww *hugs WHEN WILL I GET UR SWEET EYES? - lol but they're so small, useless one. *** Labels: lameshit bulletin |
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@ 3:39 PM
so yup e stupid chinese camp is over. not exactly stupid, i just like e word.
this young writer 函函 came to give a rather casual talk about writing la, then insipired me a little lo (: yeah then we got consolation prize for our stupid creative writing essay. lameshit ._. 从前从前，有一个笨女人。 从前从前，有一个笨男人。 因为他们都笨笨的，所以走在一起。 她很喜欢 PONY 背包。 她和他在一起时，他常常说要买她看中的给她。 他的好意她心领，但不像乱花他的钱，每次都拒绝他。 分手后，她不知怎么也不希罕那漂亮的包包了。 生日快到了，朋友突然又提起那个 PONY，说要送她。最后把整个 Queensway Shopping Centre 翻过来找也没有它的踪影。 好不巧，另一个她也有 PONY，虽然不是和她喜欢的同一款，但她是羡慕她的。 分手时， 他告诉她， 我长大了。 她本以为她一直比他成熟， 但分手时， 只剩下她还是笨笨的。 骤然想起刘若英那首《后来》： 后来 我总算学会了如何去爱 可是你早已经消失在人海 后来 终于在眼泪中明白 有些人 一旦错过就不在。 Labels: 我不想爱你 |
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@ 3:33 PM
i dont know i dont know i dont know. dont ask me dont ask me dont ask me. i very sian i very stupid i very fan. shut up shut up shut up. asshole noob faggots. ahhhhhh. i love you i love you i love you. anyway 2k bbq was (: (: . although there were some ): too, overall was still :D yay. thank you wilfred &sweecheng &all others hoho who were so sweet thank you very very much. (: KEESIAOS<3> thank you for always making my day. wo ai ni very much, its ok if you dont know or dont wanna know. |
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Monday, March 12, 2007 @ 5:08 AM
i know im like, not supposed to blog about stupid shit stuff cause today's supposed to be happy. but still... IM FEELING DAMN SHIT.
*** to LG aka Lucky Girl (lol):hello. i guess we read each other's blog la hor. from your entries, i infer you read my blog. so yup, tong zhou ren aye. hmm i really really wanna tell you that: I AM SO SO SO ENVIOUS OF YOU haha. cause at least you sms him yeah ? &you guys talk like hell. weeseow told me actually im no worse since he used to be my boyfriend. but anyhow... hmm so erm please be very very very very very very very good to him ok !! sometimes he plays too much &neglects you but its alright la hor. try to compromise cause he's a crazy noobass gamer. then then erm. please take care of him ok yeah &i know he's like super cute right !!!!! ahhahoho. i dont know whether he likes you or whether he'll ever like you but then just treat him well ok ! :D i just want him to be happy so you better make sure he's what you call him ! or else i'll do sth nasty to you lol. *** sometimes i wish you'd just come &take a look at my entries. Labels: screwed |
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@ 4:34 AM
i sure hope today'll be a happy day (:
praise ye Lord ! Labels: eleventh march |
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Sunday, March 11, 2007 @ 10:49 PM
  happy bday to me yay 15. (: thank you: Shu Ying Man Yee Wee Ai Xin Brudders Muzzer<3 Papa Zi Wei Jhawnette Hui Shan Tong Jing Mandy Zi Lie Esther Claire Chen Ke Xin Dexter Sherrie Junice Yao Yu Aunts &God, thank You for blessing &loving me for e past 15years of my life on Earth. let me grow spiritually okay dearest Lord. i wanna love You more &more each day, i pray for my faith to grow by e minute. (: thank You Lord !! in Jesus' name, Amen. you're e best gift after God &i love you so. no matter how you managed to rmb my bday (be it reminders or your unbelievably wonderful memory), i appreciate it (: THANKYOU<3 Labels: eleventh march |
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Saturday, March 10, 2007 @ 5:36 PM
hey happy saturday everyone.
went to sch for trng today, which was supposed to be a yay. okay, its still a yay, but i guess im just very weird. i dont know /: ke lian de xiao hai, they have to get up so early in e morning &pump like shit. aiya heck. anyway today e team had 3000m trial &i must say im so proud of them for achieving such good timings. (: carrots power yeah baby. *** a little self-reflection: i saw them running so hiong then inferiority engulfed me. i felt so shit. i am still feeling shit. i think im so useless. you may say its only running, i may be strong in other areas. yes, it may be just running but its my cca. if you're in EL &you stutter, if you're in ncc but you cant do inclined pullups, if you're in choir but you know nuts about using the diaphragm, im sure you'll feel e same as what im feeling now-- shit. i really hate myself for dropping so much. e biathletes are swimming &running, e team is running like crazy, Pandian never spares e trackers. BUT HERE I AM, SLOW &WEAK. i really need to buck up. i never wanted to lag. i never wanted to become like that. never. *** anyway e kids were sweet today. i was feeling down before e debrief so i gave a short one &dismissed them. they were like, "huh." i said, "go la, y'all can go alr." but they stayed put &asked why i looked so sad &why e debrief was so short. sometimes i cant help but smile, y'all may not see this entry, but thank you for being so sweet. last night was at yaoyu's house, then my cousin came to talk to me about many things. he sort of made my day &i thank God for such cousins. thank you yaochen gorgor. im feeling better now. &lastly thank you muzzer<3 for e mayday album. :D  Labels: thank you |
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Friday, March 09, 2007 @ 9:17 PM
HAPPY BDAY
MANDY YAOYU LIRUI !! :D:D at yaoyu's place now. ahh ug camp ): everyone have fun although i think all of them are scared like hell lol. ok good luck ppl. hmm i miss you ): you'll pull thru ok, you're macho man ok ! yay monday's 2k BBQ !! :D:D yay hope many ppl will turn up. anyway dearest tj thank you for taking off your time to help us book bbq pit (: runfeng will be coming omg i miss him :D 2K RULESZXSZXSZ. ok bye. i love you D. Labels: i'll miss you so much |
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Thursday, March 08, 2007 @ 8:45 PM
im so vexed because of all this shit. i think im overly emotional. yeah, i mean, im so emotional all e time. i shld work my brain too. ): in a shit mood. ): AHHHHHHHHH DEESEE I DONT WANNA LOVE YOU.
e kids are quite cute haha, but there's just one guy who's especially annoying argh ! zz. i think i really suck dammit. D. Lim gave me 55 for hist overall, wahhhh sian. hmm yeah term 1 i screwed up big time la. aiya next time aim for overall% b3. (: wonder how you did. dont let yourself down ok, smartass. i miss you. bloody shit tmr gotta go to e netball thing. AHHHHHHHHHH cant even get to see him one last time before e bloody sch hols. ANYWAY HAPPY YEESHUANG !! :D thankyou stella &yeeshuang :D 你我是同舟人 爱着他的我们 忘了什么是愚蠢 想了想，我不生气了 我们都是笨女人。 i admit im envious of her. at least you talk to her, at least she can see you everyday, at least you ppl sms. hey lucky girl if you're reading this, count your blessings &be good to him yeah. help me take care of him ! 累了、倦了。 但亲爱的我还在紧握着过去。 理智告诉是时间放手了， 心却呐喊着。 不想让回忆溜走 不想一无所有。 I LOVE YOU ANYHOW. Labels: i'll miss you so much |
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Wednesday, March 07, 2007 @ 10:41 PM
on second thoughts, actually weeseow was right.
we're on e same boat arent we. yes i didnt have a fab impression of you but i guess i can still empathise. i dont know, i think im seriously going nuts. all of us are but his admirers, we all seem as assholic as how we perceive one another. i think im crazy. im not pissed anymore. 情为何物！我不要爱你。我不想管你的事情，但我做不到。我很难停止爱你，就像你很难继续爱我一样。 |
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@ 9:51 PM
 teach me how to recover so damned quickly from the breakup. teach me how to stop loving you, D. teach me how not to think of you every other second. teach me how not to cling on but to let go like i dont give a shit. teach me how not to forget to forget you. teach me how to erase the perfect past. teach me how to run away whenever i enter Memory Lane. teach me how to stop browsing thru the our photos. teach me how to stop crying/worrying because of you. teach me how to be happy again. teach me how, so that you'll be entirely rid of me, D. perhaps few months i'll be laughing at this blog entry but maybe i'll still be typing e same damned things. Labels: why do i love you so. |
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@ 9:14 PM
just for laughs is on chnl 5 now, i suddenly rmb lirui's speech. ohman seniors please dont graduate. AHHHHHH.
today woke up aching everywhere while still having a sprained ankle. zz i thought i cld walk properly ytd after cca. /: ok wtvr la quite irritated cause e pain goes on &off ZZZ. hmm gonna run tmr !! i think. ohya today damn shit can wahlau no assembly ): i think everyone suffered from extreme boredom today la. SEL for like, what ?!, 2hours 15min ?! gosh la. yay love mschew hoho. yeah then had math remedial. MR LIULIU LIU YI JIE ROCKS !! omg mr liu i think you're going to make me like math lessons. or well, at least make it a point to do math hw or sth. yay cause you know why, you're so nice !! AHHHHHHH WAHLAU MR LIUUUU I THINK IM GONNA CRY WHEN YOU STOP TEACHING ME ): mr liu thank you so much for everything. &thank you yeejin for sending me songs on e bus ahha. wanna watch just follow law leh, wanna laugh my ass off. but i bo lui !! zz. hope i can run tmr. That's When I Love You, I love you no matter what. Labels: thank you mr liu |
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Tuesday, March 06, 2007 @ 9:59 PM
i am still pissed off, dammit.
you better stay away from him, (which i doubt you will) or else you'll be guilt-stricken ! okay, i hope you will. omg i really cannot stand you, please screw off, stupid liar !! ): im so disappointed in you. i thought perhaps you werent as bad as i thought of you, but AHHH ! you were ): dammit. what the heck man, Love must not be cheapened by noobs like you. i hope he wont be so blind as to fall for you. AHHHH DRIVING ME NUTS. im like super extremely pissed off. i look at you &'eww'. Labels: ahh you bitch |
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@ 9:18 PM
hey. ytd was an extremely shit day.
grrr today was like, quite tiring. ): yeah cause of ytd's xcountry. 13th isnt a good position, seriously, &i know i must must must NOT let myself &my loved ones down. im gonna get a depressing C for chinese's overall, wow thanks. &ah, improved in 2nd math quiz. still fail zz, 36.6% for math overall. wahpiang eh. &made a wonderful discovery today, so someone kill me please. omg, you disgusting fat pig im so pissed off you stupid idiot wahlauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu how can you do this lo. ): ): HOW CAN YOU TELL LIES ! &only he is stupid enough to believe you. I WAS RIGHT ABOUT YOU MAN, YOU HORRIBLE ASSHOLE. both looks &personality wise, you're not one bit attractive. i admit im not so good either but i know im not as treacherous as you omg you nabei asshole. I REALLY CANNOT STAND YOU ARGHHHHHHHHHH !!! you can be a bitch, but please for goodness' sake, stay away from him ok. dont go cheat him ): ): ): please i beg you, go away. Labels: screw off laaa |
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Monday, March 05, 2007 @ 9:24 PM
done you proud ? who ?
jasmine cant you just do well once. jasmine cant you get your prowess back. jasmine cmon do it again. fly. today was a really bad day. worst xcountry yet. asthma attack, noob timings, noob placings, mixing up of position tags, off form. esther i want you to get well. e team loves you okay. take care, will miss you. bloody bad start for e month. |
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@ 6:47 AM
Dear Lord,
I pray for faith &strength so that I can glorify You tmr. Lord I know You can give me wings that Red Bull cannot, You can give me so much faith that iI'll explode &soar thru 3.7km. Lord please let me run my best. I really wanna run well & glorify You Lord, bless me please ! In Jesus' name, Amen. |
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Sunday, March 04, 2007 @ 8:26 PM
GO JAZZ.
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Saturday, March 03, 2007 @ 8:25 PM
记得和你牵手
记得和你拥抱 记得和你亲嘴 忘了你手的触感 忘了你的体温 忘了你的唇 手，没有你牵 身，没有你暖和 唇，没有你亲 我是孤单的， 我是想念你的， 我是深爱着你的。 |
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@ 6:48 PM
now all e classes are damn effed up lo kanasai. everyone is so concerned about their damned results. nabei last year 2k was nonchalant to all this shit academic things la. then this year there's no more 2k no wonder all e shit classes become so e xin, keep harping on results. i dont get it lo. cmon man, dont keep talking about irreversible stuff, think about e future, work harder ! &stop thinking that results are so damned impt la right. life has so much more in store for you besides red ticks &crosses. we have friends !, family !, cca !, romance ! to think about if you have forgotten. why have we become so superficial, yucks.
i am so bloody irritated by shallow idiots who think of nth else but academic results. GET A LIFE. anyhow, today ran turfcity's guys' route with sec1 guys &am happy they're trying (: i hope they'll do themselves proud on monday. yeah &i hope i'll not let myself down too. go jazz, go own some ass. you know you can do it. go on &relive your soaring moments during nationals' 06. rmb coach lee, wee, claire, mish, God, juniors, D, Who Moved My Cheese, e songs you love to hum &all your loved ones who support you !!! let them keep you motivated. GO JAZZ YOU KNOW YOU CAN DO IT. dont let yourself down. its been long since everything but go for it girl, push e limits, cause all it takes is all you've got. GO JAZZ. you know, all I need is a hug from you. Labels: GO JAZZ. |
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Friday, March 02, 2007 @ 10:48 PM
hello today was so shuang cause i ran 3.2 during pe + 16min before gym (: (: (: yeah baby its been so long la. nabei &to think im in athletics argh bloody crap. YAY SO HAPPY HAHAHOHO.
anyway pressure's building, i GOTTA get a medal or else i'll be bloody sian. AHHHH GOIN MAD LA I DONT WANNA GET OWNED BY ANYONE ): ): ): do you know how much it sucks to come in behind non-athletics ppl ? &do you know how much it sucks to be a noob ? AHHHHHHHHHHH FAGGOT. ): hmm but i'll continue to work hard even if i fail to perform on 5th march. after all i have another race on 17th mar, so i gotta do myself proud (: YEAH BABY I NEED TO RUNNN (: but ok sth else to be happy about: THANK GOD TESTS ARE OVER YAY. ole ole ole ole, ole ole !! :D:D yay sec3s rejoice hahahoho. Labels: exclaimation mark(s) |
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Thursday, March 01, 2007 @ 8:34 PM
hey hello wo ai ni.
AHHHHHHHHHHH SO HAPPY CAUSE GUESS WHAT, MATH TEST OVER (: (: (: OHMAN PRAISE HIM PRAISE HIM PRAISE HIM PRAISE HIM PRAISE THE LORD !! :D :D Nis Va Gi lets rejoice hohoho. :D hmm so today's 1st march. yay march got many of my favourite ppl's bdays haha hoho. &of course, my own bday la. yeah so after next week is holidays liao. ): i think i'll die. because cant get to see him for one whole week omg wo hui si diao de !! zzz i dont really like holidays ): ohwell. i hope 2k will have some sort of outing. hmm yeah im getting fatter by e minute dammit. zzz byebye off to binge. :D fatty bombom can also be sexy (X FOUR. Labels: happy march |
For me
Pain is for the strong.
Fights are for the dubious.
Foolish
If you love me, kiss me.I'll believe you.