Today at GP we discussed about something that made me ponder-- why do so many of us deny marriage ? Do people cohabit for fear of commitment or do they want to uphold their belief in marriage being more sacred than the certificate ?

I think there is a point in staying single &attached because marriage has, to some extent, been reduced to a document. Divorce, alimony, custody, remarriage... Wth ? I just really want to get married and live life to the fullest with the Love of my life. But what if he isn't ? Highly possible to meet multiple true loves, so what if I met a true love &married him, then a bigger true love comes along ?
Is the pursuit of true love commendable after marriage ? Should one stay contented &let it pass you by ? &When it doesn't in your heart, what do you do ?

I have always looked forward to the day I take after my love's surname. But all the fantasy may have come to naught for I am likely to create a "Cohabiting FTW" group on Facebook.

Omg then what will happen to my "sex after marriage" ??????????????????????????


PS: How sad to have to put an article besides "the" before "true love".
PPS: I am disheartened ):

Labels: marriage

I just clicked to kexin's blog, so going Botak Jones when i've the chance to ! :D Simi cajun chicken, wahlauuuuuuu laoniang had bad dinner ):

Anyway it's been long since I sat down here &write as I feel... I come here, look at the account name &decide to blog about nonsense &retreat to my private blog when I'm done here. Ironic right, how this is a diary for all to see, critique &bitch about. Cannot ever bare my heart here.

I feel like becoming severely ill, then I can take a break from all the sch stuff &all. Hate the deadlines when I don't even feel like doing anything constructive !!!!!!!!!!!!!! The only such thing I do is reading Starbucked (so going to Starbucks when I've the time &chance to too :D). Sian why can't they all just &*$@^#! off. Argh bye.


PS: Nice job to me typing with CAPITAL letters at the start of sentences. I like good English (:
PPS: Tmr Timbre (: Xiexie ni Jane.

Labels: big group, not so private, zzz

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

You weren't with me when this was on the stereo, but i was singing this to you. Loud &proud. Hands in the air, as if waving to you. Love you darling.






Zouk wasn't great. Barely near fine actually. Sigh, my only chance to party in 3 months. It's okay, if it were too good I may not be able to switch back to mugging mode. Tons of people, ridiculous volume.

Time to get cracking.

Labels: I LOVE YOU, party, zouk

i wanna play Cake Mania.

i dreamt of myself last night, having blood stained on my teeth. as crazy as me. i wanna have painted nails for a week. am gonna paint them later (: oh need to repaint toenails too z. am a very big bitch, no explanation.

sorry claire that i hurt you. i know this doesn't help one bit but i'm sincere. i love you i love you i love you.

ps: i'm really glad you wished me. even touched, to some extent. i wanna talk to you again, but i won't until i'm rid of bitterness. this isn't your fault.

Labels: dream, me is bitch, nails, ponnage, sorry really

i am a bitch bitch bitch.

Labels: me is bitch

hmmmmm i'm at home, planning to head to sch later in the afternoon to hand in stuff plus meet my carrots for the monthly dinner out (:
am missing a little someone (well not so little, she's taller) and i hope i'll meet up with her real soon !!! (: love you love you love you ! i hope you know who you are (: ! <3.

sch's been fine. but failed math, h1 math. lame. quite worried about ELL &GP. CSC as well but... it's so weird since i kinda know it's gonna be bad news. double lame.

15th is nearing i'm so *** excited omggggggggggggggggggggggg :D HURRAY TO PARTYING !!! &ALL MY PARTY PPL WAVE &SCREAM HEEHEE :D speaking of them, i met rf ytd. congrats we won hahaha. yipee. okkkkkkkkkkkkk gotta finish my stuff online then go back to ELL hw.

byebye you guys (: MARCH IS A HAPPY MONTH !

Labels: happy march, mandy, ponnage, zouk