you always manage to make me feel so damned inferior.

Labels: ):

am delighted :D the shoes have arrived yay ! am gonna collect it asap woooo. &OMG TEPPANYAKI TMR HAHA WHY AM I SO HAPPY SUDDENLY SHIT.
ok la sports day tmr, have to go sleep liao (not that i'm running). bye.

Labels: :D, oxfords

hello am getting frustrated when are my Oxfords gonna arrive argh.
anyw look look look hahahah i love this FCUK tube roar $99 anyone ? (:
i keep thinking about Teppanyaki tmrrrrrr yay. better don't pangseh me again you pig.

Labels: clothes, food, oxfords

hey i just photologged yay so the rest won't pester me anym :D (esp claire &@$&^@*#%*@) love you claire !

hmm anyw ponned sch ytd then went for job interview at Sentosa. haha i insisted on taking a photo tgt cause like how many times do we ever go out like that you tell me. roar still say i stupid. everyone still smiling so happily ma ma ma ! roar. that's Imbiah Lookout btw hahahha i know la like some tourist right WHATEVER.



anyw i don't think the interviewers like me, or i shld say i hope they don't like me. it's like so far ! i know it's kinda good to get the job in a way, cause i'll have a "stable income" &all you know, good for keeping myself occupied &the spare cashhhhh (:

so yeah am still gonna job hunt. $$$. anyw haha D just changed specs, i still love you don't worry hahaahahaha. oh, Teppanyaki dinner on Fri yay yay :D

Labels: $, I LOVE YOU, job

HAPPY DEEPAVALI :D










Jiaxu: acting hairy
This is me btw. AM NOT ACTING HAIRY.








woohoo ! look at me i'm in primary 6.









































haha ok i owe you guys nth alr. sentosa again soon !! :D

Labels: bbds and fags, deepavali, pics, sentosa

hello today was happy i like i like~~~~~~~~ :D yay sentosa ftw.
hmm so we're gonna go back quite often at least for this period of time to play vball &get a tan (ESP ME TYVM I'M FAIR AS A PIG). yayyyyy outings i like !

so pics tmr ! :D hahahaaha i like i like i like today. looking forward to the next time we play like that ! i don't mind joining groups leh, cause uh i like big groups ! but must be those who're willing to interact laaaaaaa. not like just shut up one, then not fun liao. hee so pics soon ! tmr perhaps (: gimme some time girls &guys will email y'all.

byebyeeeeeee.


ps: happy bday JASON TAN YH &Sherrie Lim :D:D &happy deepawalee~~ wee for you :D

Labels: bbds and fags, happy, happy bday, i love, sentosa, tanning, vball

wahaha i need to blog... about sth... anything. i suddenly have no inspiration to blog. hmm.
i think i'm going shopping soon so yay. but with who i'm not sure roar. need a dress for Sing's wedding roar. my Oxfords have not arrived very UNFORTUNATELY. i'm kinda running outta patience.

any idea when's the next GSS or Food Fair ? roar. i miss Food Fair man. today i had like, meagre lunch. depressing. ok bye i hope i'm having nice dinner. live to eat man, definitely.

Labels: food, musing, oxfords

lovelove.

Labels: awesomes, i love

pics soon (havent even taken nice ones lol) hahhahahhahahha wo hen hao. ni hao ma ?

Labels: post-eoys

every night, i think about the different outfits i can wear when i hang out with my loves (:

2 more damned days.

Labels: clothes, post-eoys

this week'll be a tad more relaxed, which is nice (:
tmr ELP2, wed C. Lit, thurs Hist P2, fri Math &CID. then then then ? SCREAMMMMMMMMMM. cannot bloody wait. LOL there, i said it again.

roar roar roar. hope the both of us can still be as happy as we are now after EOYs roar. gonna have alot alot of fun please :D

i'm glad the 2k clique is still quite close-knitted as compared to... idk, other sec2 cliques ? &i thank God for them (: love y'all. chalet/sleepover soon k guys :D !!! so excited hahaha yay have alot of fun tgt ! roar. ai ni men quan bu muah muah ROAR.

zaijian i love 2k the most (:

Labels: i love 2k, post-eoys, scream

so kinda finished revision for hist p1. roar still abit scared but... i'll do well, i believe. can't bloody wait for post EOYs. how many times do i have to say this in a day. but really, oh the agony ! ROAR.
can't abcdeFing wait. i'm sorry but this is how much i want to abcdeFing have freaking fun !!!!!!!!!!

need to slim down, suntan with the lover &my girls :D shopping ! everyfingthing !!!!!!! roar. can't wait for my Oxfords to arrive. will definitely reach in 3weeks. i'm just impatient. bloody suppressed. bye.

Labels: eoys ahhhhh, oxfords, post-eoys, to-do list

yay got my Oxfords muahahaha. so did aixin :D yay !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! &ax i can't wait for post EOYs shit too hahhahahhahahhaa. ok i'm sorry to mention this, but i think i'll study a little for O's HCL still (argh). CAN'T WAIT TO TRY MY PRETTY OXFORDS ON WOO :D ax i transferred the $ (:

Labels: o lvls, oxfords, post-eoys

I AM SO *^$&@%#%&*@ED UP ._.
wahlau !!!!! I WANT THAT TOP. KEXIN &MANDY THAT PRETTY KIMONO TOP IS OOS !!!!!!!! i wanna kill a cat.

Labels: grr

haha my clothes from TE arrived woohoo :D next time i wear out then post pics up if not no novelty alr hahaha. so happy. so excited about post EOYs !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ROAR. hang out loves !



today with Wilf at Vivo after the damn long day. wilf very funny hahaha.


byebye need to clear my bowels &sleep (: Hist, C. Lit, Math next week roar.

Labels: clothes, eoys ahhhhh, post-eoys

have been wanting to watch Sweeney Todd with uh... anyone i love but still haven't done so. been wanting to watch House Bunny but yeah... it's still just studying studying studying lagging lagging lagging &internet. sian !
i need a bloody job. hallo ? anyone who has lobang, please inform me if you want me to tag alonggggg (: sian la. hurry hurry work, get $, play like siao, shop like a spoilt rich bitch &all. bye.

abit lame talking about all this when it's still like, 10 days later. ok 10 days isn't too long but the longest 10 in my entire life roar roar.

ps: wahlau when are my bloody clothes going to arrive .-. screw it.

Labels: clothes, job, movie, mugggg, on study leave, zzz

it isn't too late to get my Oxfords now... right ?
i'm afraid the trend wld fade very quickly. rah rah rah. but i love them, i mean, they're so versatile !! plus i found relatively cheap ones !

why am i so idiotic. i'm supposed to sleep now bye. woodlands lib with the girls later (: ! zaijian. I WILL STRIKE OXFORDS OFF THE WISHLIST SOON.

Labels: mugggg, shopping list, sleep

don't know.
feeling confused right now. hmm maybe not confused. just mixed. &like, don't know what to say. i don't like ppl to dislike me ): &i was sad when i knew she doesn't like me. if it's any other person, i wldn't have much difficulty accepting it. but her.
maybe i'm making a mountain outta a molehill but.. it just doesn't feel good. cause i know how she feels. &i know what it's like to be her. yes i used to dislike her but i guess not anymore. cause i can empathise. &yes love is hard in this way. i know it cause i've been thru it.
you know girl, sometimes when i see you i really wanna hug you &tell you everything will be fine.
i'm kinda hoping you'll chance upon this &know i'm talking to you.


ps: k, this is stupid. cause i'm not even sure if she's talking about me. but if it's me, here's for you. please do not think that i'm being a bitch ): i'm not. at least not now.














parents aren't home, i'm alone, feeling kinda weird. in my PJs, doing nth but surfing the net for useless things. i'm still not studying. the morning's gone. today's called study leave. but i'm still not doing anything productive. gotta start later with my girls. claire darling i miss you like shit. can't wait to chill out with all my lovelies after EOYs.
wee thank you for telling me to have faith in my relationship with him. i love you. thanks cause you still care (: i'm grateful to have a friend like you.
thank you guanlin although i don't think you read this blog.
mandy i havent seen you for like, i can't rmb how long. know that i love you.
dexter dearest how long have you not been here w/o my prompting ? nth much, just.. hugs.

zaijian.

Labels: musing

I did my best
But I guess my best wasn't good enough
'Cause here we are back where we were before
Seems nothing ever changes
We're back to being strangers
Wondering if we oughta stay
Or head on out the door

Just once
Can't we figure out what we keep doing wrong?
Why we never last for very long
What are we doing wrong?
Just once
Can't we find a way to finally make it right?
Make the magic last for more than just one night
If we could just get to it
I know we could break through it

I gave my all
But I think my all may have been too much
'Cause Lord knows we're not getting anywhere
Seems we're always blowing whatever we've got going
And seems at times with all we've got
We haven't got a prayer

Just once
Can't we figure out what we keep doing wrong?
Why the good times never last for very long
What are we doing wrong?
Just once
Can't we find a way to finally make it right?
And make the magic last for more than just one night
If we could just get to it
I know we could break through it

Just once
I want to understand
Why it always come back to goodbye
Why can't we get ourselves in hand?
And admit to one another
That we're no good with out the other
Take the best and make it better
Find a way to stay together

Just once
Can't we find a way to finally make it right?
Make the magic last for more than just one night
I know we can break through it
If we could just get to it

Just once

If we could get to it










i know struggling to find a way to stay tgt just sounds stupid. but have you ever felt like you love this person but somehow it just can't stay peaceful &loving for long ?
it's weird, the union of man &woman.

Labels: lyrics

Mad Jack for dinner last evening.
nth's beaten Island Creamery's brownie + icecream yet ! it's a pity i'm not likely to become a gourmet. oh well but i guess it's just as enjoyable doing it w/o wages !

ps: gotta run. literally. need to stay fat free before i get ditched.
no just kidding. but i want my figure back (YES I HAD A FIGURE TO START OFF WITH TYVM).

Labels: date, food, gotta slim downnnn