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Thursday, May 31, 2007 @ 3:00 PM
laoniang's back, yo.
camp was damn fab i love it. &shit i miss everyone man. argh. &i have a crush on this super cute guy omg everyone scream !! wahlau i really buay tahan man he's like so so so cute omg. &zaviar he resembles you man ! :D but i know it'll be over soon. blog more about the camp tmr. BSP ppl 你们摇! tmr: sentosa with carrots<3 woo. painting my nails again. ohya i tried to DIY paint french but turned out like shit. ahhaha noobshitz. Labels: BSP camp |
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Monday, May 28, 2007 @ 11:29 AM
retail therapy owns.
i can't help but harp on it. i bought like so many many many things !! wahlau rocker man. yeah cause i don't usually spend like how i did ytd. muzzer<3 i love you (: i shld totally take a picture of my games man. song bo. camp tmr, byebye. i hope i meet nice ppl. bought new nail colours today (: gonna paint a new colour when i come back from camp hoho. &my schedule is like shit. i don't even wanna think about hw. cca, taiwan, camp, translation, outings, lagging... holidays shld be renamed intensive study leave. Labels: BC camp, retail therapy |
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Saturday, May 26, 2007 @ 12:52 PM
wahlau the 9pm chnl8 show freaking nice (: (: chicken la damn loving laaaaaaa. &THE SONG !! please send it to me if you have it ): i wanna have it !! woo it's playing again !! :D:D rocks. Would You Be There, please please send to me thanks. freaking chicken macnugget nice.
got a haircut, i don't look too different though. erm no worries, nth happened, i just had to thin it haha. tongjing you very funny :D ohya i got like severe PMS &damn i hate it too !! shit sia i'm like a siao now. nvm argh i must try to contain my pekchekness tmr when i'm out shopping. hmm tmr's open house lol i gotta be there at 8 sia, wah i wanna sleepppppppppp ): yay then after that towning with bombidums &then muzzer<3 hoho. byebye. happy bday leena !! Labels: haircut, happy bday, wld you be there |
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Friday, May 25, 2007 @ 12:10 PM
hello today was a longggg day, just like all other thursdays. wahlau right, we're dismissed from official lessons at 4pm then we had phonetics chicken lesson with Hogan zzz. until 5, then still got trng. i don't mind if i can go trng at 4 right after sch but no !, we still had phonetics wahlau. i sian until die sia.
trng: POSE METHODDDDDDD. i hope i improve. i don't like to suck. oh CID combined lecture at LT1 damn funny la :D bombidums except kehui sat tgt ! then play Bingo lmao rocks man !! :D damn funny but wahlau kexin bingo-ed before i cld ): well not like i was very close but yeah hahah. so funny la next time i'll play Bingo when i'm bored ahahhaah rocks :D yay then i'm happy cause the Taiwan thing can be considered as CID proj wooo ! rocks (: then at least don't have to work on so many many many projects all at one time. yay hoho so happy (: okay i sound damn uncool but wahlau, i can gaudim 3 projects all with the same content leh ! is that rocker or what. okay la byebye i gotta do CLit stuff wahlau zzz. |
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Thursday, May 24, 2007 @ 12:36 PM
hello today is the happiest day since a longgggg time !! :D woooo rocks man hahah LMAOed like hell &deesiaoed kexin &wee :D:D Food's Day (which the geog tcher ChanCK missaid as Eat Yourself Day freaking funny la :D) ! yay stuffed my face with lots of calories (!!!) but nah it's alright, time to celebrate man, it's holidays ! (: (: (: woooooo.
&those with not so desirable results, don't be disheartened la &don't take the numbers too hard. cmon, grades don't mean everything. don't have to be too stressed up about it, if you don't like how you're doing, work harder (yes i know it's easier to say than achieve but yeah) next term ! bu yao shang xin please. love y'all. yay dinner was real good too, lip-smacking (: oh translation trng session was like, not bad, but then i've less time to hang out with my girls. zzz la. but yes i still like translation. ok bye. ohyes, i despise copycats, complete turn off. Labels: :D, copycats eee, eat yourself day |
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Wednesday, May 23, 2007 @ 11:05 AM
trng today (: am very happy that i'm running again despite the bad timing for 1500m trial which resulted in my being eventless. /: ohwell.
but unfortunately i'm going away soon so i can't train wah zzz. wow tmr's Food Day's or sth like that. freaking gay la wahlau eh lol. but nvm cause can bond :D ohman i suddenly miss 2k /: keesiaos<3. rmb nasi lemak last year... okay bye i gotta do translation stuff now, damn there's translation trng tmr. yeah i'm happy that i'm selected to participate for the competition but erm translation trngs are gonna tie me down leh. what'll happen to my outings ! spent free period well today, joined 3H in the library unofficially &watched a documentary about the bombing of Nagasaki &Hiroshima, like ohmygosh la. gross can. then many different thoughts ran through my head. like, "wah gross leh" "but they deserve it" "but wait, it wasn't these ppl who were involved in the torture of POWs" "war makes not the ppl behind the voices of command suffer, but those who stay loyal to their leader", yeah i know i'm very reflective (tyvm). i feel like... we're tgt again. (: <3. Labels: /:, i like history |
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Tuesday, May 22, 2007 @ 1:19 PM
hey i still don't feel alright.
bad flu this morn, lagged at sickbay with yuxuan &ponned CLit. drama was super ultra funny everyone was hilarious. after that sian alr: bc &langarts. biancai lesson till 6:15, luckily had company of beishan, melchang, zilie, xianglong (: bei: eh love you. thanks a lot, for letting me know you care. i'm better alr, thanks. <3. cca tmr, it's been long. i miss you mrlee ! love bombidums, love carrots ! (: i like Would You Be There of the chnl8 9pm show. very freaking nice. food for thought: we tend to impose our own ideas on our friends &think it's for their good. Labels: thank you |
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Monday, May 21, 2007 @ 1:47 PM
LMAOed today woo very happy damn fun yay. all of us bought stuff today yay we're happy fags. love you girls.
very tired man phew. but shopping hohoho ! ANTM (: Labels: awesomes |
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@ 12:51 AM
除了你给的伞我再也没有 别的借口 去拥有你的什么 牵手和分手来自同一双手 做回朋友 我却为何不懂挽留 是否太晚路已走远 我的眼眶泪太满 走不回你身边 “这是我跟你说的很蓝的海。” “那个我们说好的, 很蓝很蓝的海边, 只剩我一个人去了。 只剩我一个人了。” Labels: ): |
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Sunday, May 20, 2007 @ 11:33 AM
thank God msnger signed me in after like 1 week.
uh so today was flagday &it sucked. wahlau damn tiring la can die one man nabei. suckszx. was damn pekchek arnd 11plus cause really damn tired alr sian ): i hate flagday man. yeah so after that esther &wee came over, lunched, watched just follow law. wahlau i was damn stupid, fell asleep before the show ended &when i woke up they were gone. ohman la sorry ah girls. too tired. happy bday fann !! (: carrots<3. Labels: ):, happy bday |
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Saturday, May 19, 2007 @ 11:16 AM
carrots<3.
good job ppl &congrats to Bboys for getting 3rd (: ok now i feel like running alr. i must go back to trng asap man. i miss trng ): sian suddenly feel so. &cantonese is a dumb language lol (subjective), it makes me LMAO like hell esp when celine speaks it. CIP tmr, skip trng again. actually i wanted to go cause i cld do so then now i wanna run again zzz i wanna go trng. very sian these days ): Labels: ): |
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Friday, May 18, 2007 @ 1:00 PM
would you run with me &never look back ?
would you swear that you'll always be the one to take my breath away ? would you be there ? no, not anymore. |
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@ 12:00 PM
love you penny. take care &God bless.
live happily yeah <3.
Labels: farewell penny |
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Thursday, May 17, 2007 @ 1:24 PM
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Wednesday, May 16, 2007 @ 11:25 AM
very sian ):
3000m, mrlee, hard work, pain, asshole, rewind, sleep, happy. |
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Monday, May 14, 2007 @ 1:15 PM
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@ 12:20 PM
i love you mummyniang. ANTM later *spastic grin went gramps', now back home. i've nth to do besides reading my book &playing the piano. which i'm not in the mood for. msnger's a major bitch, i feel like i don't know what's going on w/o going online. zzz la if celine is online i can still talk to her, or perhaps weeseow. aiya sian la. ): everyone go listen to 怎样 by Pennydai. very nice song but stupid Imeem only has a 30sec version. old song, but yeah, it's sort of how i'm feeling. ok off, byebye. Spidey3 down, now Pirates of the Carribean 3 &Shrek 3 (: shopping with muzzer<3 next week hoho. Labels: i love you muzzer., zzzzzz |
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@ 1:55 AM
msnger is so annoying, gets on my nerves la shit. ): i cant go online again !! wahlau zzz la.
anyway went to jec to catch Spidey3 with beloved runfeng &tj (: damn funny la rf still as joker as ever. made me LMAO like hell hoho. :D i love you rf, we're hot &charismatic !! hoho tj &i freaked out during some parts of the dumb movie &we got damn scared because of sandman. he's like so gross la wahlau eh. then that brock damn scary la got fangs somemore. gross man. i think Spidey is damn heroic la. &the girlf very blessed also. but Harry had to die, wahlau. ): anyway this is my frist time watching spidey. didnt watch 1 &2. it's not bad, except that sandman is real e xin. &penny is going away today wth. penny i thought it was the 16th ? ): damn shit laaaa i havent got you toothbrush ): ohman, take care ok. although we only grew closer this year, i still am sad zzzzz. damn, come back often okay !! bon voyage &God bless. HAPPY MUZZER'S DAY !! love you muzzer<3. HAPPY BDAY JINGYI ! Labels: farewell penny, muzzer's day, spidey3 |
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Sunday, May 13, 2007 @ 11:29 AM
3k we go taiwan &shop until our ass all kalau (:
&celine we must eat until mouth also kalau. lol rocks man im so excited about taiwan hahaha ! 3k is a cute class :D erm in a better mood than ytd. today had trng in the morning, felt so much like ponning (sorry everyone) cause i really am tired mentally. 100m trial i'm still as noob as ever. 400m was like shit, when i finished i only panted abit, but i was so tired in the mind. i'm some shit who screws everything up. i love bombidums, muah. tmr's mother's day hoho i love you muzzer<3. Labels: i love bombidums, taiwan trip |
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Saturday, May 12, 2007 @ 1:18 PM
zzzz there's track trial tmr which i'll definitely screw up. it'll most probably be an 85-sec thing which is gonna piss Pandian off like hell. i suck big time la, i suck more than Ek, Chuaks, Saikhangli all combined man. i hate my life. damn, why am i so screwed up. bloodyhell why is this feeling coming back ? today i cried damn badly my eyes are tiny now. sorry liuliu if you're directed to my blog. sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry. i've been such a letdown, i'm sorry. please don't be so nice, it makes all the tears so hard to keep. you're so wonderful, great tcher. it's just that you're suay to get math idiots like me, please don't think you've not taught well. you're most fab, liuliu. i'm sorry i disappointed you. zzz &i dont wanna like you anymore. i wanna stop liking you, even if it means falling for someone else. i'm sick of cutting my hair, it's useless, doesn't even work ! i'm so angry with myself for being so stupid. bad at math &even worse at this. i hate to see you like that. i'm so heartbroken, i swear. devastated &tired. i really don't know what you're gonna do next. if you're gonna hurt yourself &your loved ones further then kill me please, i really wanna take a break. all this sucks real bad. i don't know how the heck i can let you know how much i give a damn. even if i did you won't care. i'm so fagging pathetic. you bloody idiot if you don't know how to love yourself, it doesn't matter how much others care for you. i know you're cool &you don't need anyone's concern, but goddammit, wake up. you're fucking up your life. come on man. you're 4000+ km away, do take care. Labels: ily, liuliu i'm sorry, wake up you bloody idiot |
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Friday, May 11, 2007 @ 2:01 PM
thank you sherrie clairechen kexin !!!!!!!!!!!! haha damn fun today hohohaha !! :D rocks la woooo.
sch ended abit earlier at 3:50 then went Vivo with those girls. (: hoho lagged arnd to find 3e's present for Boey (WEESEOW'S FAV TCHER) then reached BK just before we starved to death. hahahoho then we laughed a lot :D &sherrie's esp cute today lol. yeah then clairechen trotted away to look for her mum while the 3 of us lagged at the playground. bloodyhell damn fun laaaaaaaaa. shit man i wanna go again. i play until i had headache lmao. rocks man i tell you, ok i think i'm the only person who played that for the first time. but still, yeah. i screamed like a siao noob &it was really destressing !! totally cool man i tell you, crazy hot stuff :D:D woo rocks. why, tmr is yang's last day, &i think i'm starting to like him. wth man i'm so guailan. ok lo, zzz abit sad la actually. although he very kaobei, but still... oh i'm starting to like my class. wahlau la my classmates like so cute la, damn funny lo. play noobshit games (i join them as well) &LMAO :D damn fun la, rocks. hoho ! looking forward to taiwan trip so can bond more with them hee. ps: eh weeseow paiseh ah made you laugh during you presentation. lol but i really cannot stand you cause you too noob alr. your noobface makes me LMAO :D get well please. Labels: 3k, vivo with bombidums |
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Thursday, May 10, 2007 @ 12:15 PM
hello. shut up noobs. byebye.
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Wednesday, May 09, 2007 @ 2:37 PM
helloooooo :D:D hohohaha so happy lmao today is like, woooooooo :D
the only shit thing was everyone went home alr but our class was still mugging hard for BC. wahlau like noobs la nabei lol. but im so so so happy wheewoo. :D haado gei ! heaved a huge sigh of relief &glee after the BC paper then jiangli damn cute la, she stared at me &smiled her cute smile. damn, she's very nice hoho ! &i miss sharleen &dlim hoho. yay tmr there's history AND langarts yeah man (: please let my history grade be presentable, *whines. i think we're getting back tmr (?). oh bloodyhell i suddenly rmb stupid CID. wahlau nabei la spoil my mood only, like sai !! yay so anyway a few bombidums went to claire's to lag &chill out *acts black. :D damn happy i miss lagging with my girls hohoho ! (: BOMBIDUMS I LOVE YOU OKAY WOOOOOOO. very very very very very very thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis much (: movie, mahjong, prata, slacking, cocking, tv :D i miss post-sch gatherings like that. weeseow please take care ah, get well real soon i miss you. eh girls let's go kbox lol :D oh tmr's my jab &medical checkup, wahlau lol. i try to act brave but actually i'm quite scared too lol, damn. cant find my health booklet leh zzz. OBS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *starjumps :D Labels: :D, no more midyears, woooooo |
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Tuesday, May 08, 2007 @ 7:25 AM
freaking long didn't see him. today saw his backview like 15m away from me. so used to all the shit alr. hoho SS is finally over (: luckily no David Marshall &all the Lim Yew Hocks. yeah man 2 more to go woooooooo :D:D praise ye Lord (: !! damn, im so happy shalala. alr in the holiday mood (: hahahoho damn gay la sai, 2 more !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (: everyone hang in there okay, love y'all ! freaking high la, i just had my afternoon nap yum. came home with esther just now hoho i miss her so much (: I MISS BOMBIDUMS !! (: &CARROTS &KEESIAOS !! &i'm so so so thrilled about OBS. okay i hope the stupid sch doesn't put us with our houses. lol idk, i think classes at least better. aiya wtvr. yay after tmr i can slack like a siao woohoo !! :D:D 2k outings please !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D:D ok i'm off to study Bicultural notes (: ps: happy bday arnold ! Labels: 2k outingsssss, BOMBIDUMS, cixi |
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Monday, May 07, 2007 @ 12:00 PM
![]() 换换爱 &转角遇到爱 hoho i must watch (: (: esp the former omg, cast of Devil Beside You kaozsx. Mike He is so so so hot ! eh sorry please switch on the aircon, dammit too hot. aww i cant find pics for 换换爱 but it's alright. damn i muuuuuuuuust watch man !! ![]() freaking sweet la wahlauuuu. (: anyway this is 我们结婚吧. ps: happy bday dengyin (: Labels: mike he will you marry me |
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Sunday, May 06, 2007 @ 2:21 AM
hey i dont feel like starting my revision for SS ): zzz SS is boring manszx. arghhhhhhhhhhhhh ): i've 3 more to go wahlauuuuu sai. i wanna slack alr... very tired i wanna sleep. i wanna sleep byebye.
oh i have 2 nice books awaiting me after midyears hoho. actually i'm reading one now, Sisters &Husbands, buay pai la. ohya ytd was CLit then nabei my poem kns lol. have i blogged about that alr. anyway uh i wrote: 数年不曾离开你, 与你尝尽苦与甘。 此刻必须送你走, 满怀不舍泪难含。 &i forgot to give it a title, chicken macnugget. please let me pass CLit. cause i actually like it zzzz. ok bye. Labels: whine |
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Saturday, May 05, 2007 @ 4:05 PM
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@ 2:27 PM
hello chickenmacnuggetnabeisaikhangnoobass blogger suckszxzzxszsx big time.
bloodyhell i was so happy when i found out Daintily was an available url again &i used it. then the next damned day stupid Blogger accused it of being a spamblog. wahlau made me damn dulan sia, i cldnt blog ytd nabeiiiiiiii. anyway im happy Daintily is backkkkkkkk :D anyway came home like 17min ago from my gramps' hohoho. HAPPY BDAY AHGONGGGG I LOVE YOU ZUAY ZUAY OK ! (: (: lazy upload pics. hmm im getting freaking fat omgggggg i needa run &slim down la sai. i, jasminetan, vow to try to go on a diet &if anyone catches me eating anything sinful, i must add 2.4km to my scheduled run. (omg please don't let anyone catch me eating tiramisu or wtvr) NOOOOOOOO I MUST NEVER BECOME OBESE NOOOOOOOOOO. MY THIGHSSSSSS ): bye, i'm left with SS, Math &Bicultural exams before i'm entitled to unlimited towning :D:D:D:D wahlau SS the most boring man. stupid japs &brits. &i haven't really started on CiXi &the wars wah zzz. Labels: 3 to go., gotta slim downnnn |
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Thursday, May 03, 2007 @ 12:00 PM
牵手。
牵你的手。 忘记。 忘了手的触感。 拥抱。 你常把我拥入怀中。 忘记。 忘了有你的肩膀依靠的感觉。 也忘了忘记你。 你不是特别的帅,不特别有才华,不特别善良,不特别聪明,也不特别幽默, 但我特别爱你。 有时候不禁会想,你还是我的会有多棒。 感觉泪珠在眼眶里钻来钻去,好久没有想哭出泪来的感觉了。 我想你是喜欢她的吧。 她就是你所说的唯一吗? 心里有点感伤, 回忆不停重播。 说着说着,鼻子也酸酸的。 再见,我去哭。哈哈。 |
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@ 11:06 AM
jasminetan get over it.
jasminetan stop being so foolishly optimistic. jasminetan leave them alone. jasminetan you're just uglier, less cute, less hot, less wtvr. &he doesn't love you anymore. don't forget what's a fucking breakup for. it's for breaking up. it's for ending a relationship that didn't work out. shut up you bitch &stop whining. it was long over. dexterchiasiuyenidiotnoobshitz you'll never know i love you this much. Labels: 对不起 我爱你 |
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@ 10:13 AM
yummy blueberry muffins :D:D thankyou muzzer<3.
anyway rv gave chum &i demerit points for sleeping &laughing &talking in a seminar. wow thanks ! (: oh, get a life. Kool said RVians very good, no theft or gang fight cases, so they give demerit points for this kinda fuck. then if S'pore all good citizens, no arson or kidnap cases, so theft is death sentence ? hello, you need a brain ? cause i can donate some of mine to you. &sharleen !! : thankyou for being so kind to the both of us despite the trouble we made. sorry for adding on to your alr-heavy workload. we love you !!! thankyou so much for your effort to help us with this utterly stupid demeritpt issue. thanks for everything &yay, sisters in Christ ! :D ok anyway just now i mugged like hell omg !! very hiong lmao. hmm wenta Woodlands library after sch with wee. slept for half an hour while wee mugged lol. too tired la. then had lunch at Causeway point food junction. hoho CAVENA EXPRESS yumyum !! :D:D very nice leh *smacks lips. &omg i saw his mum lol, wahpiang i miss his mum. last night saw him &his dad ._. claire came &we went back to the library. mugged until i wanna die alr. esp the QA wth ): the most impressionable thing i know is COPPER (II) OXIDE IS BLACK !! :D:D rocks. then took train back, claire went home, wee &i CONTINUED TO STUDY AT MAC'S ! wahlau damn hardworking la nabei. then some bengs came to sit beside our table &were damn noisy. didn't mean to eavesdrop but heard them talk about their lives. very stunned. one went to jail &got bailed out 2days before his bday, another got caught for rioting &almost got away with possession of weapon but didn't. wahlau la siaozsxzsx. then bloodyhell !! laoniang wanna eat sundae hot fudge then machine spoil. chicken macnugget. zzz so heng i go buy 4D lo. so yeah, very sian now no mood to study at home ): i need to go mac. zzz but i'm sick of the food. what a long entry, i'm gonna have dinner bye. Labels: demerit point, QA |
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Wednesday, May 02, 2007 @ 8:31 AM
hellllllllllllo.
i'm boredddd zzzz. i'm gonna be 50kg soon omg please nooooooooooooooooooo. zzzzzzz ! cmon hair, grow longer ): zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz very sian ah. my junior has a girlf lol. he's one of my fav juniors leh ! :D Labels: zzzzzz |
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@ 3:53 AM
i think Popagandhi is real good. i mean, she has substance la. &is different from Xiaxue lol. seriously, i wonder why S'poreans are so.. weird. she doesn't talk much sense but she's like the most well-know S'porean blogger. yay we're all weird. but she's funny i admit that :D
anyway erm, pizza for lunch !! :D siaozsx. hmm 2down, 5 to go. lol so weird i only have 7subj meh ? like why so strange huh. shit i can't rmb how many subj i have nabei. zzz where're my songci notes lol. i fagging need you. Labels: labour day, talkcock |
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@ 3:13 AM
hey all. i think i'm siao. ): &i definitely need more sleep omg.
anyway happy Labour Day slackers ! i feel like watching Devil Beside You again &again &again. why does Mike He have no movies huh, wahpiang stupid producers he's freaking hot lehszxszx. okay nvm i'm bored ): after Chinese will be- omg- Chem ! i just realised shit zzzzzzzz. damn, i hate Chem &stupid lisaikhang just makes things worse !! zzz ahhhhhhhhh. ok i wonder what's in store for me. i lead a mundane life so uh, things that excite me will be like, pizza for lunch &uh, mugging sessions with awesomes. nvm i love myself. i think. someone be my msnger ? : you do all the ridiculously stupid things &i keep telling you to take care. but seriously, it doesn't matter how much i love you when you don't even love yourself. it doesn't make sense for me to beg you to take care of yourself, that's bullshit. will you please wake up ? i really really feel like shit seeing you like that. you were supposed to stay cute, not turn into some smoking hooligan. (&yes, i am against smokers, if you were still guessing) 亲爱的主,谢谢你让我蒙福。 谢谢你一直没有抛弃我,一直在寂寞无人的路上与我作伴。 谢谢你是我刚强。 求你继续看守着他,也求有朝一日他能蒙救恩之福。 thank You for everything. in Jesus' name, Amen. bye. ps: celine said "u know i was thinking maybe on liuliu's wedding he'll hang protractors and set squares all over." omg hahahha joker. :D Labels: ):, labour day |
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Tuesday, May 01, 2007 @ 4:19 PM
i don't know what's wrong with the 2 of you now, but damn, i don't want anything bad to happen btwn you guys. i know this definitely sounds stupid or even fake, but at least you can try to take care of him or sth. i know i've no business in this anymore since 6months ago but i guess i still love him, be it as a friend or otherwise. indeed, it doesn't feel good to be somewhat replaced but at least he will have you when he needs a shoulder to lean on. it pains me greatly to see him change so much, esp when it's negative. sometimes i keep thinking maybe i can change him back or talk him into kicking his bad habits. i keep thinking i can perhaps make an impact &knock some sense into him. yes, i used to have so much faith in him (too much for my good) &disregarded all the rumours. now everything's clear to me: my judgement was wrong. you used to be this wonderful cute little sweet boy who was so innocent &adorable (wow, i'm so full of praises). then after the breakup, everything changed completely. it was like a nightmare except that all of this is real &it's definitely freaking me out like shit. you're a major heartbreak i tell you, i'm never gonna forget you even after i get over you because dammit, i've been a miserable idiot for 6months &counting. i'm not blaming you, duh, just trying to show how much you've affected me &how much i truly care for you. i'm constantly worrying (perhaps unduly) about you, from the trivials to the worst i can imagine. i don't know what's making me cling onto this shit relationship when everything ended half a year ago. memories are still vivid despite the fact that i've forgotten the touch of your hands, &the feeling of my hand in yours. you used to hug me so tightly in the lift &your arms assured me you really will never let me go. but damn, what the heck happened ? i'm so so so sorry for being such a screwedup girlf. &although i wanna ask for a 2nd chance badly, i know nth's ever possible. you've got many many pretty little chiobus so uh, just wish you well lo. rmb to study yeah &don't get involved in anymore outrageous things that'll drive me nuts. you promised me many many sweet things. initially i was doubtful but it was you who strengthened my faith in you. i sank deeper within then you left me there to fend for myself. i don't need an apology, i just want you to take care of yourself &be the old DCSY. 从阴影里走出, 忘记我还爱你。 碰面微微一笑, 假装我很大方。 热泪夺眶而出, 你还一知半解, 宝贝的笨男人, 我一直不能放手。 我像你永远不会了解我对你的爱,是 DOTA 所替代不了的,是需要很长的时间才能淡去的。 我不像你,我不随便承诺。我爱你,这是没有改变过的事实 。 我把全部的感情都投入在这段感情,最后还是一场空。 Labels: 对不起 我爱你 |
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@ 2:43 PM
hello everyone :D
just came home &am still in RV pinafore /: so today's exams were alright on the whole la. i hope i didn't screw up badly for any of the 2 cause Sharleen &DLim are my 2 fav tchers. so please, at least not these 2. ahhhhhh. then after dismissal had a dumb chem remedial which lasted for maximum 20min ? damn lame la stupid noob saikhang. after that went je with senior carrots :D:D damn cool la hoho although i was the only junior i still like going out with the carrots. then kexin came to join hoho ! :D then lirui was freaking funny as usual lol i laughed to my heart's content today !!! (: faggot. then we rearranged 3 benches on the 2nd lvl of jec &squeezed &talked cock. woooo damn cool everyone laughed like hell hohohahha. i love carrots :D:D:D wheeeeeee. ok tmr's labour day haha &also someone's bday &my stupid noob bestfriend is elated hoho. ok a holiday leaves me with more time to study for CLit, SS &bloody Chem. nabei i hate chem like siao. math like don't need study lol. i hope i don't fail. liuliu wo ai ni xDxD |