hey was mugging at mac's with weeseow then zl &shuying came to join us. i hope he's studying too.

i miss trng. ):
my papa bought tons of icecream home omg we're such pigs. im so gonna become fat if i carry on like this. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i miss you very much idiot.

i dont wanna fail math cause i wanna do liuliu proud ): i hope i pass. byebye.
i wonder if you've thrown them away, Pooh lunchboxes &all the crap i gave you. i really wanna let go but damn, i just can't. i can't make myself stop loving you. then now i'm like so screwed. i'm so frigging devastated. nabei i feel damn gross. jasminetan you are a bloody chicken macnugget.

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hey there, thank God i got 9hours of sleep haha ! :D like in how many days since i got sufficient sleep la dammit. now i feel energised &refreshed hoho. after lunch will be mugging time (: i love History but omg, i think i'll screw up midyears cause uh, i suck at SBQs &SEQs /: ohwell nvm i hope i do well because i reeeeeally lurbbz history &i want DLim to be proud of me !! (X

hmm yay history (: &langarts lol. i'm scared of expository essays omgggg.
zzz byebye all you slackers who dont wanna study then come my blog see me talk cock.

i want b3 for my overall %age this term wahhhhhhhhhhh please.

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hello :D
it's like 0100hrs now ._.

math lesson today was so cute haha ! ohman mrliuliu is so diabetic, i swear !! he taught us to fold A4 paper into a small notebook which we cld write formulas in so on examday we just have to bring that instead of textbooks or wtvr. wahlau damn sweet la omg i love mrliuliu man, dammit :D
celine is right, we shld make his beng-turned-math-tcher life into a film &it shall be called Adventures of LiuLiu. LMAO damn funny. oops, we didn't say hi when we saw each other.

anyway kexin &i went to weeseow's to have dinner then we went to study at mac's. (: kexin &i were like LMAOing like siao i don't know why she can burst out laughing just by staring at me. haha noobshitz. okay didn't slack a lot la. studied History. wahpiang i don't know why i'm so afraid of exams zzz. chum was telling me he's scared then i thought about it &like, "omg me too leh !" dammit. ):
expository essays, SEQs, SS stuff, math eqns omg. gg man.

ahhhhh. ohwell, i just hope i improve from last term's overall %age. i have a feeling i'll fail Chem worse than Math. that's really bad news zzz.

oh i lugged all my books back wahpiang i'm damn good la. shit &it was so bloody heavy nabei. luckily i cld put them at weeseow's. i'll get them back tmr lol. mugggg. byebye, i'm gonna cut hair on Labour Day hoho.

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phew no more bloody CiXi anymore :D finally. ahha yay celine ! lol.

hmm so just now had math remedial &i LMAOed with celine like hell :D:D archimedes is damn dumb, he got killed by some even dmber soldier cause he carried a protractor which the soldier thought was valuable. omg lmao like hell man :D then mr liu damn cute la haha.

math cluster damn dumb. wth man i got nth to write for my report leh nabei. shit lo then today was the deadline. too bad lol.

chum &i kept singing the same few lines of Smack That today lol. damn dumb la haha stupid. hmm looking forward to BC's Taiwan trip, my instincts tell me it's gonna be damn fun hoho. but well, i really hope i can go to Perth with carrots..拜托你照顾自己。

edit:
hahah i forgot to say that I PASSED MATH MOCK TEST :D:D:D:D:D:D omg so happy can hahahoho. then mrliu damn sweet he gave me a marshmallow (: ohman he's so nice haha LIULIU FC. but celine &i like to laugh at him cause he always got dumb actions hahah omg.

then today at CID i laughed like some sai also with weeseow lol. damn funny la nabei. buckyministerballs. wth is that man. :D &liuchang really looks like cher haha, dont mind.

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:D Mayday's 我有初恋了 MV damn cute lol.

why do troubled ppl get insomnia ?
我哭累了。

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inomb, isthamo.
nra &bh.
hmbty, tc.

went to wee's house just now to do hw. not very productive but yeah. havent eaten Macnuggets for damn long. lol, i was afraid i'd burst into laughter when i ordered so i asked wee to help me :D CHICKEN MACNUGGET !
你已经远远离开，我也会慢慢走开。
bye.

i need some booze.
give me a break.
i love you so much.
so many of us love you &want you to be well.
what on earth are you doing ?
why the hell are you screwing up ?
if you need anything there're so many of us here for you,
please don't do dumb stuff ok.
don't do stuff that'll upset not only me but your parents.

i don't know how the hell you're doing now.
&i feel lousy enough so stop making me feel worse by fucking yourself up.
we obviously need to talk but i just can't muster my courage to start a conversation with you.

i really really hope this is another dumbarse misunderstanding because i can't bear to see you like that, seriously. i love you so much okay, &i want you to take care of yourself. that's all i ask of you, despite my insignificance in your oh-so-happening life.

forget all the things that're making you unhappy,
girls, parents, sch, exams, blah.
lay back &smile a spastic smile,
laugh a spastic laugh,
&be happy like the gayshit i knew of last year.

i don't plan to talk to you even if i'm worried sick anymore,
because dammit, you don't even need me.
you don't even rmb me when you're sad.
i guess i've really been replaced
but it's okay, just make sure you're happy &taken care of.




for you'll always be most dear to me,
you're such a fabulous Godsent,
&i love you so.

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(18042007)
X-Nats'.

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thank God i can upload pics again, i think. (: yeah im uploading now in another window.

anyway today is a happy day :D we said hi to each other hoho.

hmm today was like, damn sian laaaaa. no LangArts, no History wahlau. had chem &math continuously, like shit man i swear. got chem remedial somemore wahlau eh, can die man.

but in e morning damn coooooool :D:D carrots ran 2.4km please scream !! :D damn shuang la lol, so proud of them, guys mostly sub-9, girls mostly sub-11. omg la wahlau damn bloody chicken macnugget im 11:10. FAGGGGOT. but nevertheless im so proud of their timings (:
to those who didnt do too well, pick yourself up &train harder okay. that's for myself as well.

after ZL told me about stuff ytd, i suddenly woke up from my emotional coma &am feeling much better now (: it gave me a slap in my face &tadah, I AM A HAPPY GIRL AGAIN (: (:
i love him but i know friends is the furthest we can go.

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你怎么了？
我好像不认识你。
为什么？
我真的搞不懂你的改变。

看了看以前的视频，
我一直问自己
以前的你到底去了哪？
那个开朗、天真的你。
那个不管谁爱上了你的笨男人。

weeseow 常说，人是会变的。
我也认了。
虽万分不愿意，但我知道我必须接受你的改变。

好久没和你说话，
最近过得怎样？
三餐有吃吗？
睡得够吗？
不要又病倒，好好照顾自己。
玩归玩，也要记得做功课。
偶尔读读书、弹弹吉他也好。
反正，你要快乐。


如果你有能力为我照顾他，
帮个忙好吗？拜托。


释怀了。
会在这里守着你。
虽然我非常明白你根本不需要我，
但我想告诉你，我会在这儿，
爱你。

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yay, koping spree :D
WO AI CARROTS HOHO.
(18042007: X-Nats')

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