kexin commented i complain too much. yeah true ): well ok i shldnt keep complaining so much. cause like, its really irritating lol. sorry. :D

yeah then sherrie &yuxin gonna pierce earholes tmr while wee &i are gonna cut hair haha. i think its so fun to keep screwing up your hair. LOL damn dumb la. haha k la nvm i need a haircut /: &wee too.

today's trng was so cool :D was DRY ! (: means we didnt sweat at all lol. we were in e gym after drills then Coachy talked a lot about e use of e equipment in e gym. its so cool &i have been sucking at armpower since forever lol. no, not suck as in vacuum. suck as in... suck. :D damn dumb then i had a hard time doing e chest press or sth. /:

haha ok im gonna run tmr (: (: turns me on.

I LOVE SHARLEENCHEW, DESMONDLIM &WANCHIEWINN ! :D:D

so what's next ? i hope i'll stay as strong (:
finally.

anyway e main squad's out, may e best girls get in !! &do carrots proud <3. i just really dont wanna go track, cause i know i'll suck even more over there. please, no track. at least not for me. ):
tmr we're gonna be muscle carrots haha, cause tmr we're gymming ! (X woo so cool.

ok hmm. i like my Bicultural lessons ahha (go ahead &laugh) cause we get to case study such interesting things ! (: currently we're looking at The Opium War &i sort of enjoy it. hee. yay e next topic's about some imperial garden being burnt down by the japs or sth. lol wtvr it is, i hope i'll continue to have fun learning about all this lameshit stuff. (:

sch's fine today. although math is like, really screwed argh. k then C Lit, argh boring. /:

oh btw my mum bought shoes for both of us then i look really dainty in it but doesnt really suit my style haha. :D looks very. weird.

HAHAAH:
scratchsomearse.blgspt
kicksomegroin.blgspt
LMAO.

是时候放手了，不是吗？
我一直认为，也许、可能、或许，还会有那么一点希望。
但现在。。。

麻痹了，所以不会掉眼泪。习惯没有你，所以寂寞不再陌生。

但部分不清醒地我还紧紧握着希望的尾巴，硬拉着不放。

我不想被痛醒。

放过我好吗？好难受。

anyway ytd carrots ran e SAAA &im so proud of our Bboys &pengfei &all our girlsss !! cause it was like, e front pack had patches of dark orange (us la) then i was very proud of us lo haha. although i didnt do very well, but i still love carrots. (:

oh &e flu is so pissifying la right. nabei.

ok later gotta go church, then do hw with wee at mac's.
i definitely need another haircut.

ps: coop de food actually means love at first sight in french. haha !

wah i woke up at like 8.30 ? z !
but anyway there's a race later &we've to reach macritchie by 1pm. so i've to give e thing 3k's going a miss. /: too bad i dont get e damned points for my culture shit. wtvr la. feeling not so high lately. everything's messed up &im not yet ready to pick e pieces up.

oh Devil Beside You's replaying on chnl56. today's ep5. Devil Beside You brings back memories. ohwell gotta let go &move on.

just hope he'll be alright la. &e race will go well /:

nowadays i dont cry anymore. i'll just be very very down but i dont cry anymore. ha, guess my tears are numb. or maybe God took away my tear glands for awhile so i dont abuse my tears. /: but wtvr it is, i hope life gets better for my friends &myself.

屋漏偏逢连夜雨。
我不知道“连夜雨”是什么（是在cca方面表现不理想，还是只因为我已向2006年挥手道别？），但屋子真的淹水了。

感觉总是怪怪的，关于你，我到底是什么心态？

百闻不如一见，就让我亲眼看见吧，我就会死心了。至少我希望如此。
其实，这样也不错，能提醒我我已经跟你一点关系都没有，已经不再是你的谁了。


被取代的感觉不好受--他是怎样对你的？像以前对我那样对你吗？
总之，我好羡慕你，你一定会是全世界最最最幸福的女人。他会好好照顾你，不会让你受委屈。但你也要好好呵护他确保他天天都面带笑容，答应我好吗？

你（们）要幸福！
只要看到你的笑颜，什么都无所谓。





黄品冠-我以为

你曾说不想有天让我知道
你对他有那么好
你说会懂我的失落
不是靠宽容
就能够解脱
我以为
我出现的时候刚好
你和他正说要分开
我以为你
已对他不再期待
不纵容他再给你伤害

我以为我的温柔
能给你整个宇宙
我以为我能全力
填满你感情缺口
专心陪在你左右
弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真
以为奇迹会发生

我以为终究
你会慢慢明白
他的心已不在你身上
我的关心
你依然无动于衷
我的以为只是我以为

他让你红了眼眶
你却还笑着原谅
原来你早就想好
你要留在谁身旁
我以为我够坚强
却一天天地失望
（却输得那么绝望）
少给我一点希望
希望就不是奢望

here to wish carrots good luck for tmr's SAAA. everyone jiayou yup.
i know i wont be in e team, but i hope i'll enjoy myself tmr. God bless all carrots.

so much hw. /:

take care.

你离开我，我更坚强了。

但你知道吗？我宁愿做一辈子的胆小鬼、爱哭鬼，都不要你从我身边消失。
我却没有选择，只能眼睁睁看着你离开的脚步。
我知道。我什么都知道--这一切的一切根本就是我不对。但我学乖了，你还会回来吗？
你记得吗？我们的过去、我们曾经天真讨论过的未来。

已经３个月了。不是我不要，是我不能忘掉你。因为我是女人。
何老师说男人很快就会恢复正常生活，我现在就想变成男人，这样就不必面对失去你的痛苦。
曾经勇敢地闯祸，我什么都不怕，因为身边有你。现在我不闯祸了。一切都变了。你呢？你过得好吗？
真不敢相信，到现在我还在担心你。常常都会忘记我已经失去了关心你的权利。
从那天起，什么都结束了。

３个月后的今天，我还是爱着你。我知道你根本不在意我过得好吗、甚至我的生死。但我力不从心啊，每天想的都是你、满脑子都是你。

你。
你。
你。




心里那一点希望我始终不想放弃，脑子里那些画面始终忘不掉，手始终不习惯没有你牵，爱着你的我始终在等待。。。
虽然不晓得等的是什么。

what e hell is wrong with msn msger la wahlau. for e 3rd consecutive day, im unable to go online. wtf man.
life sucks.
hist with D. Lim &langarts with Sharleen, trng with carrots &Coachy: thats all i like.

anyway im so happy for mandy &cl.


ps: call me sour grapes, but i totally dislike Vday.

screw msger la nabei.

anyway today was good cause i ran 4km in e morn, according to wee. so shuang. (:
history with D. Lim is absolutely enjoyable :D rocks. then met bombidums after sch ! haha the end.


wonderful lyrics. enjoy. 我以为 by pinguan.

ps: HAPPY BDAY CELINE !!!

hello. (:
saw mandy today. yay ! :D love you mandy (:

anyway i realise i dont realise how much i miss &love ppl until i see them. yeah, like today, i saw mandy (: &manyee, same case. i love you girls la. /: come back soon manyee. &i hope my bday comes quickly. dont know what we'll talk about, but i just start to miss e good ol' times alr.

yeah. today was zzzzzzzz. /: byebye.

i lead a horrible life. i really do.
i love 2006. wonderful class, wonderful ppl, wonderful tchers, wonderful person. wonderful Dexter Chia Siu Yen.

yes, its true. i admit i cannot move on, i just cant bear to, i dont want to !

at least you have him with you, girl, i dont. count your blessings. anyway im so happy for you cause it ended well &you didnt regret. God bless you &take care.
can someone please tell D that i love him very much still ? thankyouverymuch.
i dont know what i wanna do with this situation right now, but its just so sickening. i hate my life. its almost effedup. ohwell, i guess i just dont want any breakups at all. im so sorry, &i lay down my pride in front of you because i really do need &love you. yes im indignant before you. just to hear you say 'i love you' again. thats all. thats all, baby.

hey. was a long day.

woke up at like, 7plus AM for fam dimsum at outram (?!). yeah then gorged myself like shit. i love charsiewbao ! :D
after that was shopping with aunts &manyeeeeeee (: yay shopped like mad pigs &all of us didnt go home emptyhanded (:
then went to my gramps' for dinner. yay pork is good. :D er, pork buns. KONGBABAO hoho.

nth else. actually i dont like competitive running cause i suck at it. so im not looking forward to next week's SAAA. well, wtvr. i've been screwing things up since forever. /: nvm.

tmr's sch again, im so tired. zzzzz ate so much today, i think i weigh a ton now. i better run tmr or else i'll die.

thank you muzzer<3 i love you so much. though i havent been updating you much about my life &my feelings after e breakup, i still love you for just being there &taking care of me. thank you supamom !

&thank God for you. you dont know how much i care.

well, i just wanna run &study hard. nth else alr. no more. zero. fullstop. yeah right.

fuck it man stupid messenger wahlau eh nabei !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im so fagging angry !!!!!! not just because of dumb MSN, also because of this jerk whom i had judged wrongly. faggots ! BLOODY FAGGOTS fucking hell i cannot stand stupid guys like that. omg i had been so wrong about him. ok well maybe i was e stupid one. i have seen so many guys like that. so typical of males. but i didnt expect him to turn out to be just like e other jerks.

this guy isnt who you think it is so once again, dont infer like a noob.

yeah i think he's so unworthy of her. gawddammit la lanjiao !!!!! wahlau eh. fuck man, i cannot stand myself for misjudging him. i thought you were different, just like how she thought of him. i thought he wldnt do this sort of thing, flit from one girl to e next, like a bee desperate for honey. ok im not saying im angry because he likes a NEW girl now, but he hasnt spoken to her before wtf ! i hate guys like that ok. FUCKING MATERIALISTIC LA SHALLOW LANJIAOS. nabei la, Dexter's right, guys are like that. they see a chiobu they'll woo, when they spot a chio-erbu they'll change target immediately. wtf man, what are guys thinking about.

yes i do undstd that males &females think &function differently. but surly God didnt make us to be so obsessed with externally pretty things did He ? no he didnt.
i always believe good guys like him arent like that. &NO ! he's not gonna change my mindset now.
i believe he's just like any other Tom, Dick &Harry. &i still believe good guys dont judge by looks. its not that there're no good guys, girl. its only that he's not. doesnt mean there arent any others because i believe otherwise. im loving one now, he hasnt disappointed me.

fuck him man, he's just YET ANOTHER JERK. so leave him be. i know it pains you, dear. but you gotta let go &learn from this: there ARE better guys out there, he's just not worthy of you. trust me on that.

SCREW STUPID PPL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i fucking hate guys who're so fucking obsessed with pretty girls. wahlau. what can looks do man. let's see what those chiobus become in 50 years' time.
character stays. why dont guys have brains huh. pretty girls do nth. unless they're pretty &good natured la. but hell, how many are there. i hate ppl who loves hooking up with pretty girls. yeah call me sour grapes, but i strongly believe in one's personality instead of gawddamned looks.
ppl who condemn ugly ppl &are obsessed with pretty girls shld burn in hell. really they shld. MATERIALISM SUCKS !

to whom this is meant for:
so you know what kinda person is he alr aye ? i know you feel as if he's betrayed your faith &are disappointed, but hey, face it man. he's not e right one, move on. he isnt worthy of you. he isnt special. he isnt what you're looking for. dont be traumatised &it IS a good thing to know now.

today ran less than 4km i guess. only a girl's route at macritchie, but still had flu so mucus flooded my nostrils at e last part of e route. z !
yeah then gonna study at mac's later, with wee. (: byebye, i love charsiewmee ! ohyes, to add on to my bday list, i want Famous Amos cookies (preferably choc &nuts) &Delifrance fruit tarts heee. okay, i think im so lame since no one wll ever buy me all this LMAO. ok byebye !

fam dimsum tmr (: yay.

hey hello.
just had dinner. hmm, i love bakkwa (: aiya, y'all wanna get me bday present just get me good food: tiramisu, bakkwa, bazhang, takoyaki balls, charsiewmee, apple strudel, strawberries coated with choc, blahblah... &one chunky from you will get me high &over e moon.
i know im making you hungry haha. yeah i want all that ! :D *hinthint winkwink nudgenudge
yay ok bday wishlist: get fat.

OHYES ! wahlau today took height &weight zzz. i miss being thirtyish. zz im over 45kg now (!!!!) faggot.

trng tmr, byebye. e new shoes gave me blisters ):

edit: ohyes i forgot. today's spotcheck was damn *@U$(Y@*(&#^!) so lame, those nerds get caught for who-knows-what man. crazy tchers. i think spotchecks turn them on so much. ok, maybe except sharleen. woo, love sharleen man ! (: she's like so good yay. i have a nice form (:

yo haha.
today was flu day wahlau sucks leh. i blew my nose until it almost fled from me ): damn painful wahlau. &photo taking was dumb ._.
hmm i think i'll look even dumber when i receive it lol. yay papa bought bakkwa for me alr hohoho.

thurdays suck cause im dimissed at 4pm everyday omg. then wth i gotta rush for trngs zzz. ROAR ! like shit leh. ohya today it poured like there's no tmr, then e track was flooded with rainwater that was 22cm high (trackers measured). wow.

oh ahha i love sharleen chew man :D yay luckily i got her, if it were J. Tan i'd sleep every LA lesson. J. Tan sucks !

ok la byebye go makan my bakkwa alr (:
today's a happy day. Hallelujah. you made my day again <3

wah so bored.

celine &i are complaining about e super tough math qns. damn, they always give simple examples then when it comes to e real stuff i always (or better, never fail to) get stuck. darn it do they get it or not, why cant we not have math ! argh, you know im so bad at calculation that i'll definitely get tricked next time when it comes to $. rah.

): so i'd better hook up with some freaking loaded guy. yeah, like why not. well anyway i guess i really suck pretty much at math. ): &having liu yi jie as math tcher isnt gonna make things better. zzzzz.

hmm these days i keep bringing my own food to sch haha. yay i like my packed meals more than sch food. cause sch food sucks lol, except chicken cutlet &uh, fruits ? well i know i look damn noob but nvm, gotta sacrifice for better food (: haha wee: i havent finish your chocs leh, &claire too :D i love you girls too much, cant bear to (X but i want kitkat chunkies from you most badly.

i've flu right now &there's trng tmr !! rah. somemore i think i was feverish just now. zzzzz.
thankyou so much for talking to me during assembly (: &thank God you sat beside me. i miss you like shit. i just still love you like a stupid girl. right here waiting, &loving.
so alright, i hope i get well so i can train tmr. /: BAKKWA OMG.

ps: happy bday shinzuuuuu (:

edit:


ha happy bday again (: (: love you bitch !

&thank God at least im not taking tripsci phew. love bakkwa (: 263 339837

wah CNY come quickkkkkkkkkkk !!! rah i want my bakkwa omg. i love bakkwa ! (: grr BAKKWA !
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bakkwa (:

ps: take care of yourselves, bombidums. cant afford to fall sick, esp now. jiayou for trngs (: rmb coachylee.

hey hello.
wahkao now i love running &trngs even more ! cause guess what, i most probably wont have to go to track even if i dint get inti e team. whoa thank God or else i'll die during one of those Pandian's trngs /: seriously, Pandian's Trainings shld be in e dictionary. eg: wow today was Pandian's Trainings ! so tiring that i fell asleep when my head touched e pillow. :D ok jk, but yeah i admit i suck like hell therefore i cannot tahan his trngs. ):

well ok nvm. i better dont get too thrilled over staying at cross otherwise i may be extremely disappointed. hmm today coachylee talked to us yay (: then he brought his silly bucket along for us incase we merlion :D so funny. then there was NOT FOR DRINKING on e bucket (X LOVE RUNNINGGGGGGGGGGGG !

当帘子被掀开，我俩都注视着后台那两个 "他"，只盼能瞄到各自的 "他"。
"他" 们使我们更加发奋。常常瞄到了一眼就爽到爆，就有力气继续往前冲。即使"他"们根本不关心我们，我们也不以为然。
我们好像有点傻。

wah finally damned Blogger signed me in. wahlau stupid shit cldnt blog for like 2 days ! D: ok wtvr.
anyway hmm, nth much actually.

if you're reading this &know this is meant for you:
hey you know im so happy for you cause you've become a much better person (: praise God. ohya, rmb what i said ok. although im younger than you, i think some things are still worth considering. like switching to a christian church first before you get baptised &thrashing it out. okok ! love you, take care.

hmm i guess you'll always have a place deep down inside me. they say i'll forget you, yeah maybe i will. but i guess i'll never regret our past (: praise God again.

everyone please be happy. (: i love now cause im happy. wow its been long.

tmr proper lessons start. wow, i foresee a hectic sch life. /:

wahlau stupid blogger is so tmd screwed. zz. but anyway thanks wee for helping me post e previous entry. argh. ):

hmm i was looking thru my HERS- blog just now. cross nationals' are nearing again. although i've little, if not zero, chances of getting into e team, i still wanna say i love my cca &i love running. hope Bdiv runs well this April. &Cdiv too. well, being "the batch who lost it all" is extremely embarrassing, but i still hope they'll win. afterall they're extremely fast (:

oh anyway i rank one of e lasts in my division la. not a good thing, but nvm. i still love running haha. ohwell, i deserve it la. my season's best is like, what !, 20:33 ?? totally sucks la right. yeah too bad lo zz. you see ah, i suck at track, then now if im gonna suck at cross too then i might as well be outta this cca. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. ok la i really really really love my cca. but ah, why must i be so sucky ): yucks. i just really really wanna run well so i dont be letdown. /: &i dont wanna go to track cause i cant take pandian's trngs. ): i really suck a lot at track. faggot noob. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !

sch, cca, friends, fam, class, ex-class, church... academically, athletically, socially, spiritually...
i think life sucks. but thank God anyhow.

-10:41AM, 14 01 2007, Sunday

omg im so pissed. dammit, wth. D: im so freaking pissed ok. omg i hate guys for being such bitches. i hate guys. i guess i dont wanna marry anymore, guys are so mean. i hate them. omg im so pissed. if you dont know what or who im talking about then dont infer like a noob ok.
&guess what, im blogging on Word Pad because stupid blogger is screwed. damn im so pissed. ): AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. &it keeps raining dammit. ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ): ):

&to **x***: im so sorry i really am. for all e stuff i've done to you. i know you wont get to read this cause you dont even know my url but nvm. i just wanna apologise for screwing up your life. ah i know i controlled you too much thats why i was ditched. &i know i sort of deserved it. well im getting along well now, like, in e aspect of getting over you &stuff. wow unbelievable huh. i guess its really time for me. tj says i can move on even if i still love you. yeah im gonna do just that. im gonna move my entire ass on very very soon. i cannot help mentioning you when i talk but all e misses will go away in awhile's time. i know it will. &then i'll really really move on alr: study hard, mug hard, run hard, pray hard, worship hard, love hard. well, or maybe i'll just die before i can even stop loving you &start loving another guy. i may die of like cancer or just dying in my sleep. i know i sound damn gross but yeah, i think my life sucks like hell. because you're not with me.

ok i said i'll move on. so i shant starting crying again.

ASK lessons are finally over. i guess sec3 sch life will be too hectic for me to think about you alr. hell, what wld life be w/o you. ohman. aiya heck im supposed to move on &i know i will. please have faith in me my friends. im able to because He makes me strong &He'll lead me thru. if this is what 5months can do to me, then i guess i'll not eat for a month when i breakup with a 2years guyf. wow i think im so emotional &sentimental. yikes. go away D, go away alr. stop bugging me. well ok i think im e one who's bugging you omg. im so gross i hate you jasmine tan.

-9:40PM, Friday, 12 01 2007.

do thursdays suck or what. ohmy la zz. so dumb man lessons end at bloody 3.45pm ?? wth la, then gotta rush for trng. wahlau when proper lessons start i dont think i'll be able to run well lo. im alr so tired today ): argh stupid shitz. oh &that science tcher, she's such a noob, ms lim. kns la zz so boring la then still ask me dont sleep. dumbass.

hmm proper lessons are starting soon, i hope i can cope. i hope we can all cope, studies &trngs. wah so hectic manz. ): but nvm i love my cca ! ahhhhhhhh.

today was damn high after coach dismissed us. sang bday songs for LeeLee, janice, rebecca, amanda haha. then made a din outside e general office haha. was raining so heavily when we left zz. why does it always rain on trng days. ahhh tmr: self train ! yayyy shuang (:

ok byebye. i promised i'll move on, i havent forgotten. &i will definitely.

thank you aixin &dy for everything. i cant thank you girls enough, neither can i for my other friends. all of you ppl, thankyou thankyou thankyou.

these days have been, well, not very happy actually. closer friends shld know. hmm but thanks for staying by me &giving me moral support. i know it sucks having an emo friend, i'll try ok.
我会学习坚强，但需要时间。谢谢你们没有放弃过我，我会从阴影走出，并恢复原状。我爱你们。我也想念自己超级无敌巅峰的状态！

my superman will never return, time to say goodbye.

hello. today was happy (: yay i love trngs (:
BUT COACHY WASNT HERE ): jjwong took his place. ok well, too bad, we had sth for him. haha anyway happy bday rebecca.
hmm today was 4sets of 800m &1set of 200m. wowww, quite scary, cause 4th set wasnt as fast as e 1st 3 alr. then yeah, lagged quite a bit. then after that, LACTIC OVERLOAD ! haha but got shuang gan hee. rocks.

yeah so thats about all. love 2k hoho. anyway my class is like, ok la. 3k has nice ppl so yup. i think we'll bond more as e days pass.

LOVE 2k ! :D

i was so happy !! when we greeted each other, you're still so cute.

hello i dont think i got e scholarship la. i havent told my parents. its like, i feel so screwed up. not just romantically, also financially blahblah. wth life sucks.

but ah, thank God so much for Coachy's stay in RV Athletics &carrots &keesiaos. wow what wld life be w/o all of them &God. hmm life's really pretty dumb. ): i keep crying, oh why. it doesnt feel good to be so down. argh, i dont know why im like so emo. damn. &i hate vday.

well but min ee's come up with e class cheer, we're called Kissables. wow Hershey's heh. aiya not in e mood, too sian to blog about it.
zz ok so uh, tmr there's trng yay i can see Coachy LeeLee. esther dear get well soon man, tmr trng !! ah i love trngs.

praise God, hallelujah.

the older i grow, the more vulnerable i become. yikes so emo.

DAMMIT IM SO FREAKING PISSED I DONT KNOW WHY. OK ANYWAY IM HAVING STUPID SHIT PERIOD SO IM ANGRY FOR NTH. WAHLAU IT DOESNT FEEL GOOD TO BE IN SUCH A FOUL MOOD BECAUSE OF STUPID PERIOD. WHY DONT GUYS HAVE PERIOD TOO HUH. THEN WE CAN SUFFER TGT YAY. DAMMIT STUPID SHIT. WHAT IF FISHES HAVE PERIOD TOO. THEN SHARKS WILL EAT THEM UP. ZZ WHY E HELL DO THEY WANT US TO THINK ABOUT CRITCAL THINKING. SIAO USELESS LA SO LAME. SOMEMORE E STUPID GST SITE IS SO CHIM I DONT UNDSTD ANYTHING LA DAMMIT SHENJINGBING. HOW TO FIND WHAT SAI GST. SIAO, GIVE ME SHIT HW FOR WHAT. BRING ON E REAL STUFF LA. GIMME REAL HW LA SIAO. I RATHER WE START LESSONS NOW LA SHENJINGBING USELESS SHIT DO WHAT ASK LESSONS ALL GO HOME JIA SAI LA. ASSHOLES. ZZZZ IM SO PISSED OFF LA DAMMIT. ARGHHHHHHHH RV IS LIKE SO DUMB BUT I LOVE RVIANS. OK SO LAME YOU DONT GET IT BUT NVM. AIYA SIAN LAAAAAAA. STUPID GST, I DONT UNDSTD A SINGLE SHIT LA RIGHT. SIAO MY CLASS IS LIKE SO MUGGER. SHENJINGBING, USELESS STUFF ALSO PIA LIKE HELL. ZZZ. I'LL DIE IN 3K. WOW GREAT NEWS HUH. DAMMIT STUPID PERIOD. STUPID DUMB PERIOD !!!!!!!! I HATE PERIOD. WHY CANT I LAY EGGS. THEN MY BABIES POP OUT FROM E EGGS. STUPID SHITZ. DAMMIT CHICKENNNNNNNNNNNNN. THEN E STUPID CRITICAL THINKING. VERY INTERESTING MEH, KANASAI LA. AT LEAST GIMME STH TO LEARN LA THEN SATISFY MY INTELLECTUAL NEEDS RIGHT. WAHLAU RV CAN LIKE STOP WASTING TIME ON ALL THIS CRAP LA. OK IM IN A SUPER FOUL MOOD OK SORRY. THEN E PDP COLLAGE, SIAO. SO LAME ALSO WANT US TO DO. DO WHAT SAI. CUT AND PASTE GOT ANY POINT IN DOING THIS MEH. LOVE RV MEANS LOVE RV, HATE MEANS HATE, HECK CARE MEANS HECK CARE. STOP TRYING TO INSTILL SUCH LAME STUFF IN US OK. WAHLAU BUAY TAHAN.

hello.
thank God because Mr. Eugene Wonderfulcoach Lee isnt leaving (: (: what can i say, im on cloud nine whenever i think about this (: hallelujah. i forgot whether i prayed, but He undstood. thank God.

anyway today's is Mr. Eugene Wonderfulcoach Lee's bday ! yay hoho happy bday coachy !!! :D

hmm tmr's sch again. i still kinda look forward to going to sch like in 2006. but maybe its different alr. i go to sch so i dont get bored at home. &like, i can see bombidums &keesiaos &other carrots in sch, which makes me happy. i love carrots &trngs too yay hahahoho.

i dotn know why, but i keep thinking about my bday, its like only start of jan haha. so stupid. ok hmm i hope my ulcer heals quickly argh.

ohyes this morn i wenta church then when i started singing songs i realised my throat is healing quickly haha. yay thank God. actually on my way there i cld alr talk much comfortably (: ok thank God our healer !

HAPPY BDAY TO MR. LEELEE ONCE AGAIN !!! (:

haha my fav singers (: wow i want their new albums leh, please ? please please ?

piangz dont pretend you didnt see ! I WANT THEIR LATEST ALBUMS !!! hmm, mayday's wei ai er huo &pinguan's ai dao wu ke jiu yao (: yay so cool right i know (: &gigi's yuan lai ai qing zhe me shang also quite nice (: haha ok being lame. byebye.

mayday !!!!!!!!!!



ps: ohya anyway if you happen to call me on my phone please dont be too surprised cause my voice is breaking ! damn i dont know whats happening, maybe im just actually a male w/o a dick ohgosh. haha &i zaoxia like hell !! so dumb (X

WAH I DIDNT BLOG YTD. hmm anyway oh, ytd was CCA day for sec1s. (: then i saw cute little boys hahaah ! this vincent guy, he's so cute !! :D

ok anyway ytd was good cause i ran like 30min in e morn wow, felt so wonderful (: then was CCA all e way !! woo so cool i love carrots (: (: so e trials were ok. at dismissal we powered carrots &scouts then e scouts looked puzzled LOL. hmm after that we played silly games with e seniors: spin arnd for 25sec &try to run in a straight line. no game objective, just laugh your ass off at one another's actions xD wahlau damn funny la rocks ! :D YAY seniors are so coooool (X carrots rule.

haah today was happy BECAUSE COACHY LEELEE WAS HERE FOR TRNG !! wooo then ran 8km at macritchie. yay love you dumb bimbos LMAO !

today i was feeling so hiong for trng but it had to rain, damn. so ran only 3 rounds arnd e sch zz. quite sian la actually wanted to go e final round but seniors said too dangerous.

coach: like claire, i run for you, e team, &myself. you really are my drive.

im really very confused about your staying or leaving alr, but thank you for everything.

anyway today during curriculum time was super boring la siao. lecture was still ok, but ASK lessons ?! cmon man. zz so dumb. ohya then e sch suddenly changed our class name &venue to 3k &3k became 3b. lol quite ridiculous but im not really bothered cause i dont feel very attached to my class, nor e name. /: so yup. haha anyway realised aubrey is good, i like her :D

yay tmr self trng ! (: so long since e last time i ran in sch early in e morn.

happy bday wilfred.

tell me, im here.

dearest coach mrlee,

none of us wants to see you leave. seeing '2003-2006' is devastating &it is hard to bid you farewell. because we're not even ready to say goodbye, i dont even want to say goodbye. what are we to do w/o you ? tears are trickling madly down &i know i'll miss you. i never wanna say goodbye. maybe we're e damned reason, because we got loser 7th for nationals cross 2006, because we didnt achieve anything for e sch, not as much as our seniors. we're sorry &i dont want you to leave at all. why must it be like that ? we love you so much &i can never bear to part with you. i wanna see you for tmr's trngs, &all e trngs down e road. im aching in e heart. we want you back. so badly. because you mean so much to us. what are we w/o you ? what are we gonna become w/o you ? i dont want 2003 -2006. i dont want. you're really e best coach &we love you so much. we havent shown you our best. please stay put. i know its not up to you, but we all want you back. e team is nothing without you. you know what, all of us will lose e drive to run, cause its not your whistle, not your timing, not your encouragement, not you. crying our eyes out cause you play such an impt role in our lives. all your speeches inspire us to run. you make me love running &trngs. what am i to do when you're gone ? i dont even want to welcome e new damned coach. i dont even want to say goodbye. i dont even want to think of my cca life without you, coach.

ok 3b isnt that bad la. i mean, yeah, a little not hyper la, everyone's so quiet wahlau. hmm discussion was like so damned quiet la, no sound except me &aixin. so ()!(_#8$$&*T^! C!J argh. but we interacted during costume making la so yup. was okay. then i thought 3b was dommed cause we cldnt find a single card lo :D but in e end we just like, whined to e SCs &got what we wanted. haha.

hmm yeah so im langarts rep LMAO. sharlene chew is like so manly (X ok i like e chnl 8 9pm show haha, i know they say s'porean drama serials are so trashy. nvm :D byebye go watch liao.

LOVE 2K '06 (:

原来我们都害怕面对未来，面对新的人、事、物。但不管有多害怕、多不舍、多不愿，２００７的来临时不可避免的。
２００７好像被讨厌，我们都想留在美丽的回忆里，２００６似乎比较完美。
是这样吗？还是我和身边的人都在变成熟，所以自己与周围的人都很不欢迎２００７。我想应该是后者吧。人长大了，脑子就会多了很多小时候根本不懂的想法。我不很喜欢这样的成熟、成长。难道长大了不能和以前一样吗？为什么要把自己变得复杂？圣经说神要我们像小孩，因为只有这样才能见到、体会到他。

言归正传，我的２００６过得非常愉快，因为我爱过。２００６年，我经历许多道别、分手，明白了"all good things come to an end" 这句话。２００６的确十分精彩，但愿２００７也一样。但愿现在的不喜欢会变成以后的享受，人生不久几十年，我们要好好活！:D　神祝福我们。(:

argh my soles hurt like crazy ): stupid freeze &melt lol. hmm so tmr sch reopens haha. yay new schbag.

edit: oh haha tj ! yesyes thank you for sending e song lol :D:D &your house &food hahha. was great (: &today no more fam outing ohman. zz nvm. im also not allowed to hang out at marina with wee &claire. aww boo. so sad. argh cavana ! oh anyway claire, beware of kexin when you carry your new NUM bag. i think she'll rob &kill. (X
yay new schbag ! haha eh cmon man, gimme mayday's newest album leh... *whines like shit
hoho God bless 07 ! 3b is *@*(#$!*(#!_3!~ argh. &im supposed to self train tmr. then now i even have difficulties walking. ohman ): my athletic career is ruined lol.

this song is good. lyrics by ahxin from mayday (: i love mayday woo. get me their latest album hahah !

you know i feel good about sth: countdown- carrots, newyear's day- keesiaos, later in e morn- fam ! yay :D means i spent time with all of my loved ones in 3 consecutive days hoho.

oh i almost forgot.
HUISHANNY SHAN &MISH: WELCOME BACK !!!!!! (:

wow my eyelids weigh a ton now. gosh.
anyway today was definitely excellent (: thank you keesiaos, you guys made my day ! LOVE ! woo went je, arcaded, ate, lagged then went tj's house yay. then had great fun playing freeze &melt, truth or dare... :D yay keesiaos rock like crazy ! wheehoooooooooo super duper wonderful class outing KEESIAOS I LOVE YOU !!!!!!!!

this morn at arnd 4am e girls who stayed over at wee's were still playing 'gei wo tempo ready go' LMAO. damn funny hahah (X hmm yeah then esther &kexin, being potential pigs, went to sleep while sherrie (at her most high), claire, wee &i crapped. lol but i cldnt tahan for long too &fell asleep from 6am till kunhong called me in e morn at 10am. yup so class outing was fantastic &I LOVE KEESIAOS LIKE HELL. (:

ppl we're gonna last till we become senile. 2k all e way man. (:

happy new year everyone ! the only thing i look forward to in 07 is carrying my new schbag.

hey hello im so happy la wahlauuuuuuuuuuuu rocks. HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE !
hee i so love coach ! we all so love coach ! mrlee <3 :D
anyway hoho we went gombak to have dinner but attendance was pathetic. thank you jjwong for coming down. weekiat too ! &everyone else (: then went dhobygaut / dobygod (LMAO) to meet up with seniors. but only ate &went back to gombak to meet COACHY ! (: yeah then we went xiaoguilin (?!) &chatted a lot. thank you coach for everything. &NOW CLAIRE, KEXIN, ESTHER, SHERRIE &I ARE AT WEE'S PLACE (: (: hoho what a great newyear's eve !
tmr too ! tmr's class outing yay wheehooooo.

Lord Jesus Christ for You i live &die.


faggot, wee i hope you can go later k. probably e last time with coach alr, try to come k.
anyway im excited about later's countdown with carrots (: &gombak dinner !! its been long.
hmm tmr will also be a very good day BECAUSE OF KEESIAOS' GATHERING !!! wheehoooo. keesiaos wo ai ni men (: so excited to see everyone hohoho.
ps: im thrilled to carry my new schbag to sch ! haha half of e zhanlan report not done. thats all heehee. heymath is shit so hard, so im not doing haha. ok byebye.