BLURRER ZAVIAR TAY SMELLY CARROT TJJ IM SOOOOOO PROUD OF YOU CAUSE GUESS WHAT, IM JUST BEING EXTREMELY REALISTIC &MATERIALISTIC HAHHAA. YOU ROCK LA (: (: WHEE !

CLAIREEEE DEAREST ! GET WELL SOON YEAH LOVE &MISS YOU (: (:

anyway im taking a break from my own danceprac haha. i think our performance is quite cool hahahaha. i dont care, its cool &its final (X ayeeeeee. my foot hasnt fully recovered yet so... gotta skip timetrial a miss this time /: yeah &claire too ): boo i hope my foot gets better cause there's another timetrial at e end of dec. God bless !
roar thank claire again for her medi-pak. argh miss you !
tmr's 10km run. havent run that golfcourse route for damn long liaozzzz. tmr is e day ! :D:D yay rock it. ( /: )

byebye. btw my hw is like not cleared yet. booo ): im soooo lethargic everyday. eee lazy pig boo.

haha congratzzzzz to wee &kexin for being shortlisted for the M&M's job interview (: haha earn $$ must treat me ok ! :D

anyway i was wondering if i'd be a whiny &annoying girlf or wife when i was watching jiacaiwanguan. lol im so &#%(^)#$!%#.

ps: LOVE MIKE HE WHEEPYWOOTS ! DEVIL BESIDE YOU ROCKZZZZZZZZ. xD

damn i was such a major bitch in sec1. ohgawdie. i sucked leh. i wenta read my blog &was like, 'omgwth !' gosh la i was such a despo ): urgh jasmine tan !!!!!! somemore a proud 3rd party la. yucks la gosh i hate my past ): eee. &i bitched about many ppl lo dammit. i sucked leh ): boo la.
hey ppl if i offended you in e past im really sorry k ! esp jesslyn, if you see this, im sorry for all e gross stuff yup. grr jasmine tan you're damn bad.

hello im bored. &i havent handed in e personal statement thing for e BC interview /: nehneh, i think my points are lame. ): okay nvm. im excited about studying as a BiCultural student cause guess what, i like translating ! hahaha call me guailan, whatever ! :D eh wee please still be my friend ok. haha.

&next year im gonna work damn hard yup, to make it worthwhile. you must too, okay ! (: jiayou &get your fatface off e monitor :D i wanna see you become a scientist. or wtvr you wanna be in future ! do yourself proud k, you said you'd work hard. i know you'll soar (:

byebye im off to &@%#%!)@#! heh.

i shld not, shld not, shld not adopt a patronising attitude towards blogging here. ok good that im here, im gonna blog ha. ok pointless.

you know i guess i feel much much better now. &i wanna thank God, wee &tongjing for everything (: of course, claire was also there for me too. Hallelujah im finally outta hell. woooooooo *hardgay's tone. k forget about hardgay.

you know after e breakup i was extremely devastated la, cause i found out e real reason for it. i know you lied to me cause you dont want me to be sad, or maybe you just dont want me to hate you. but that, i wont, i'll do e contrary until someday when i find a better man. i dont blame you for ditching me cause i guess i sort of deserved it la. i mean... you get me la right. so yeah, for awhile i really cldnt let it go. afterall i truly loved you for e past months. then my friends, they did a lot to cheer me up but deep down i was emo, which sucks la. wee &i then communicated a lot la. was good listening to her telling me stuff, &tongjing shared her experience too. im glad i've such wonderful friends, thank God. i guess tongjing's right, being friends is much better because e relationship is much easier to handle. wasnt that what we wanted a few months back ? now that we're friends again, i know i must be grateful. i doubt you still have feelings for me, hmm actually i just hope you dont hate me. yeah thanks to wee i've straightened out my thinking &i'll move on with life. afterall, im just back to square one what, or perhaps a little less desperate than before (:

HALLELUJAH.

rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

HELLO.
I wish you would turn around and say, "I desperately need you."
I wish you would say you're sorry because that's all you'd have to do.
But most of all, I wish you knew how much I need you and how much I really do love you.

i wish i'd call to tell you i desperately need you.
i wish i'd say sorry for all the misery i've caused you.
because you know the last thing i want with you is a breakup.
ROAR.

wenta sentosa for fam.day today. sentosa's boring la, unless you're with friends.
damn jasmine tan i hate you.

hello ppl. you know today was damn tiring laaa. ): but i got like, 16bucks for my first job hee.

hmm first was trng at pandan resv. whoa i damn long never run long dist liaozzz. so today was uh, fine la. 8km, what d'you expect la right. /: anyway i kinda miss pandan la. although e sun is a nuisance cause there's no bloody shelter. hmm k nvm.

after wee, shan &i hurried to novena to meet celine then off to work ! haha our boss, who's also celine's dance tcher, is damn cute la lol. hyper one haha. hmm so yeah. we each had a stack of 500 flyers !!! gawdie damn hard to finish lol damn. so tired somemore ): heh but hard earned money (: thank you celine ! ;D both celine lin &chen la huh.

byebye. you know i gotta hand in e BC personal statement on mon. &tmr im going to sentosa with my fam cause my dad's company got famday la. k wtvr bye.

hey today had dance after trng again.
whoa today's trng was like damn hiong la. crap leh 1st day go back for trng then got a bloody steep slope to run up. tsktsk. but after that got shuang gan haha. k today's trng was not bad la overall. at least a new running environment, i like new trng environments ahaha.

hmm after that ran to e nearby villa frangipani to lunch cause vivo &harbourfront too mafan. so yeah. went there makan. e food there not bad la. so can go lo, cause they like quite kelian haah, no business one.

dance ! today not very high la. can only. cause our dear jjwong is overseas now &no one was there to help us borrow cd player &all ): ): aww jjwong come back la, hurry ! hmm anyway e lappy sucks cause e sound effects bloody shitty, somemore damn soft la. so wasnt very high. only wee was high la. :D

happy bday minmin ! (:

pool with keesiaos made my day.

havent been so shuang since a long time. i like to spend time with keesiaos. haha anyway today was funfunfun (: wheepywoots ! eh seriously i love all of you ppl man. 2kLOVES :D

before that had this prep session with wanchiewinn &e other BC ppl. hmm have a hell lot to prepare for e actual interview, which sucks la right. wahpiang. ): but nvm la. i hope i'll pull thru. God bless (:

hello (: just now some carrots came over to my place for dance ! :D
damn cool man heh. i hope we can put up a successful performance for our dearest senior carrots (: wheeee fri will be practising our entire performance hoho. have i alr mention its damn cool ? (X fri is my yay day cause besides that, im going back for trng hahaha (: congratulate me lehzsxzsxz xD wheepywoots !

hmm thank God for healing my screwed foot &thank claire for her medi-pak hee (: Hallelujah.

thurs (tmr) :

• BC prep thing for interview
• POOL WITH DEAREST KEESIAOSSSSS !!! (:
  

i love tongjing cause she talks a lot of sense (:
i love keesiaos too (: &CARROTS !
hoho love wee too (:

wee &i have been hanging out a lot these couple of days cause uh WE MUG. ok no la, not mug, just do hw niaszxszx. i hope i can go trng on fri if not i'll kill myself man. please God, heal me ! yay love my beloved God sooooo much hee. (: byebye. jiayou carrots for tmr's macritchie.

oh just now wenta watch MaterialGirl at causeway point with awesome3 (w/o claire) sorry claire ! hmm yeah i'll give it a 3.5 upon 5. its cute. uh wee gives it a 3. she said 3/5 is too much hah. bye.

you know they say chocs make one happier. HA. HA.
anyway, thank you wilfred.

strawberries &melted choc.
if only i cld tahpau some for you in your pooh lunchbox.

no i cant. i cant. you're gone, i forgot.

guess im sick of crying. life is bad for me, really.
i miss him &i cant go for trngs. what the fallopian tubes man.
can i cry to you.

:D hello.
secretly, i've put you in a place deep down in here in my heart.
&too bad for you, you have an annoying ex.
wenta mac's with wee just now. i skipped trng again. for e dont-know-how-manyth-time. wahlau eh i need to run. ok ?? I NEED TO RUN. II NEEDD TUHH RUNN OKIEX. do you undstd that im in a very screwedup situation now. which sucks a lot. urgh, bloodyhell.

anyway wanchiewinn emailed e BC ppl for a preparatory session before e SAP scholarship interview. sigh, i hope i get e scholarship la. you know im not loaded so i need it a lot. aiya sian la life is stupid now. God bless me lo. i miss him.

hmm how long will this take ? yeah, the getting-over-you. i hate this. wth man, if i could turn back time, i wld @^#^!()#)$%!#_~)@$_!+/. bye.

grr stupid cheat blogs. i hate blogs that cheat ppl ! wahlau eh bloodyshit. you know i went to this iloveyouplease.blogspot.com then it made me press &hold 'enter' for like dont know how long la. wahlau eh stupid ppl. please never ever link these silly blogs ok. waste time la wahlau. stupid shit.

anyway i miss being with someone. byebye.

look at him ! :D so cute laaaaa haha.



oh &happy bday, fat ass. (:

hello. haha today was happy cause i met this cute guy LMAO.
he's like damn cute laaaaaaa ! :D ok anyway my younger bro held his bday party today at our house la. that was how i met my crush ! :D

ok la anyway having over ten 11year-olds at my place wasnt as bad as i thought la. haha JIAYUN IS SO CUTE !!!!!!! :D

(shit i cant find e photo i took with him heh. upload tmr !)

ok byebye.


ps: &when in e world can i go back for trngs ? im sick of lagging &not running. bloody shit.

damn. someone can just hit me hard with a baseball bat. so i can open my eyes &see, feel reality. i've been forcing myself to sleep &hiding from him &it.
its time to face it. so i shld be a man. but i cant. cause it sucks big time.
you know i think i suck.
truth is i cannot take it. i need him. (although i've wee la)
yeah, but Hallelujah, He'll lead me thru it. &i'll get over him. i hope.
maybe one day he'll have a new girlfriend &i'll have a new steady too. then we'll be suanny friends again. yeah.

hey today was damn fun (: (:
at first in e morning carrots had trng. &I HAD E HONOUR OF TAKING MREUGLEE'S VAN !!!!!! :D wahlau rocks. love coachhhhh ! (:

then after trng, dance ! :D was wheepeewhoop (: rocks. hahaha i love our dance whooooo.

oh then i've to waterjog. heh i hope i like it. /: thanks peishi for e float anyhow !

bye. (:

you know ytd carrots went to harbourfront centre after trng at macritchie to lunch then went back to sch.
haha at harbourfront, i saw this super chio bag ! :D bloody cool la. tsktsk.
oi you stupid ass buy for me ok, whoever's reading. lol if im not wrong, can be found at Stadium in harbourfront centre hahaha. but i dont know e price, didnt check. tsk damn hot la right (:

alright byebye.
love, jazz.

hey my bro is away at OBS whee ! pulau ubin (: (: so cool la. i wanna go obs when im sec3 hee.

anyway today is like shit. 9+km gone again !!!!! wth man when will my foot heal la right. im dying to run lo. crapzsxszx wahlau. sian lo. then today i was e bag caretaker lo roarrrrrrrrrrrr. then so slack. ARGH SUCKS LIKE HELL MAN. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
ohya shit i forgot to ice my feet. k wait i go take medi-pak ! :D name so cute right hahaha medi-pak ! :D eh wahlau i blog finish first then ice. so mafan must press onto it. MEDI-PAK ! (X

but guess what ! i may actually be e first person to use e sch gym hiakhiak. cause i cant run, so when e other carrots are at labrador, i'll be in e gym (: (: hopefully can use la. i dont know what to do alr. coach suggested running in water. cool la (X

k byebye.

yay tmr going out with runfeng &dont-know-who-else hahah.

ps: OI BLURRERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR !!! (: (: HAPPY BDAY BRUDDER<3 hahaha 16 can watch nc16 films lmao thats your wish right you despo :D

today had trng in sch. then my foot was still screwed la, but ran e 12rounds. i really dont wanna lose out on my mileage. you know i think tan just passed e mileage bug to me. argh. back to e point: my foot'd better heal before wed ok. i have to/must/need to/yearn to run that northern trail. roarrrrrrrrrrrrr. stupid foot.

oh tmr: rumps' day out ! :D doa haha.

well, read a friend's blog &her entry moved me.

once D told me we shld be like them. fond of each other, yet setting priorities right. yeah perhaps i shld learn to be like them. let go &fly away but still be by his side. but then again i guess he doesnt wanna see my face so e last point can be omitted.

i was in a dilemma just now. i havent smsed you for 3days. which is killing me. &of course i know you wldnt see this, so i dont expect any reaction. really.

actually im happy with carrots, sometimes even laughed a lot cause of wee e clown. but deep down, i do miss you D. i never asked God why it turned out like that cause i know He knows its gonna end like that. i never really blamed you or anyone else for this (well, maybe i was fed up with your com initially but i know its not about e com) &i certainly want you back. as much as i want to, i also undstd that we shld focus more on other practical stuff.

like my friend, i've to forget about you being with me anymore &let go of e happy past. i've to stop myself from expecting msges from you cause apparently you dont care. im not emo.
but anyway, with God's strength &help, i'll forget about us &leave you alone. soon, we hope.

hey keesiaos.
i went to e class blog just now &saw your tags. thank you all for making my 2years so fun &special &memorable &noisy &hilarious &great &so... 2k. not any other 2k, but 2k '06.

yes we do quarrel quite a bit thru'out these couple of years &bitching was like, everywhere. but i believe everyone of us loves everyone one of us. this isnt bullshit, this is... i dont know, sth from my heart.

sweecheng tagged, "haiz.. one more week before we separate.. And no one goes to this blog.. Haiz.. Love 2 keesiaos.. Think of the past we shared and wad we have done makes me cry.. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU GUYS.. :'( "

sth like that came from sweecheng &his words really touched me. i thought he didnt like our class cause many of us have attitude problem. but his display name on msn &all this sweet stuff that he has done certainly strengthened my belief in e love of keesiaos. (: thank God for this strong bond that we share as one class. Hallelujah.

of course, its not just sweecheng. you know almost everyone loves 2k &is sad to leave. really really tough to find friends like y'all. noisy funny bitchy righteous loyal adorable jokers. you know y'all are jiang yi qi lo. &we always stay tgt when things go wrong. ok i admit there're almost exceptions but in e end we still stood tgt. like e chewhwee thing, e onghweehien thing...

&e guys' occasional sweet deeds would make me smile. like when we've to carry newspaper downstairs, or when we've to rearrnge e tables &chairs. e girls carry stuff too, &when e guys see that we cant manage then they'll be very sweet &help haha, along with e suanny remarks.

but i know we still love one another all e same. HALLELUJAH (:
takecare keesiaos, hmm if y'all are free, try to organise outings yep (: i'll be most enthusiastic ! :D <3s

eee i dont like wannabes.
i mean if you're a nerd then admit it la. yikes.

hide me now under Your wings
cover me within Your mighty hands.
when e oceans rise &thunders roar
i'll soar with You above e storm
Father You are King over e flood
i will be still, know You are God.

HALLELUJAH !

hahaah im very happy cause i went out with my parents just now (: so long since i last went out with them ! (:
oh im going thailand in dec hee. jealous right, haha ! hmm i'll carry out a major shopping spree with my mummy over there hiakhiak. :D

oh then i bought base &top coat for my nails &cute lil stickers to paste on my pretty &manicured (DIY) nails haha. jealous eh ? (X
BRAS ! haha cute &comfy whoooooooo. :D

my foot is much better now hee, will be back for trng on monday ! (: miss you carrots !

on an angry note: just now i wenta ppl's park foodcourt to have dinner. then my mum &i ordered hotplate tofu &sweet sour pork. then bloody hell, just a tiny plate of pork charge us 8bucks. chicken mcnugget lo please we're not retards ok, &certainly not loaded la ! eff man stupid shit conppl. somemore altogether plus rice: 19bucks. wth man i can spend that on my nailpolish lo, or buy a bag ! ROAR suckers.

rah stupid period ! D:

anyway oh i skipped today's trng ): 6km gone.

bye.

wahlau stupid subtitles. supposed to be a very nice song lo. :D rah but anyway , have a good laugh &listen !! JERRY YEN IS MY NEW BOYFRIEND HAHA.
jern der hern how ding.

ps: i keep watching sentimental music videos. heh so emo.

whoe sue jern tur jern tur jern tur hurn aie nhee. JERN TUR !

hi.
i skipped trng today &am gonna skip tmr's as well. ah, not like i like skipping la. really. but i cant run cause i bloody strained my ankle ? roar shit.

but i wenta meet e carrots in sch cause we had seniors' farewell discussion. (: although im always a lil kaobei during discussions, im excited about our performance ahhaha. but im sorry dear girls roar.

after that shuying, huishanny, kexin, weewee &i wenta lot 1 to have our lunch haha. OLD CHANG KEE CURRY'O (: they had ljs. then laughed &clowned with wee in minitoons &comics connection. LMAO she got like 14 twit blogs. try going to http://cutiiex_strawberiiex.blogspot.com, her first secret blog ! :D lol kidding la but can go try haha. anyway there're 101 ways to type cutie strawberry e twit way lo. lol permutation will die ! xD

oh i must tell you a secret: i bloody hate periods ok. roar shit cramps D:

rah im not attending trng tmr D: eh my left foot like got tumour lmao. aiya but tmr's trng: rollers. i was excited to find out but now i cant attend la wahlau eh shit. ): boosheeeeet. anyway aiya wish me a speedy recovery ! cause i dont wanna miss trngs argh.

&im so bloody bored now cause stupid youtube got no mg2 ep19. faggots la.

HELLO LMAO.
just now wenta mac's to study with weewee seow weewee ! :D then we had hell lot of fun writing upside down, if you get me. :D :D rocks la then we laughed like siao hahaha. she was a nood noob at first cause i think she's a lil of a retard ROTFLMAO. she kept making stupid mistakes &wrote 'b' as 'd', or 's' laterally inverted hahaha rocks lo laughed like hell.

then after i wenta e loo she suddenly became damn pro lo. rah i bet she got some weird potion with her to improve her brainpower lo. she kept winning me after that la ! xD

maybe if you guys are in luck then she'll scan e pieces of paper we had competition on so you can have a good laugh :D bye (:

can you please try to give a damn about me ?

hello ppl i went on youtube but didnt watch meteorgarden2 cause stupid, no ep19 wahlau. ok nvm, so i wenta look at videos of songs i like (: ENJOY. lol im a very chinese person so they're all chinese songs. haha too bad angmohs :D







wheeweet (: best of all ! e song rockszxszxszx :D





hahaha hui dao guo qu's music video is damn cute :D watch now la (please) !!





tui hou ! (: (: my favourite song leh hoho.





bai se feng che (means... white windmill ! lol sounds noob in english) (:
eh but so cute ! haha e huge diamond ring is damn silly haah &they're damn sweet hoho.





ai wo bie zou. e video isnt nice la so just listen.

rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

eh wahlau my stupid foot is making me walk like a baika lo. boo la ZZZ.

:D off to watch meteor garden 2 !

ps: sorry dear girls for pangsehing. i really cant walk properly. promise will make it up to y'all. sorry !

hello im back from trng at macritchie. (:
ran almost 9km today but 2nd loop was bad ! cause i had stomachache &had to shit (!) plus my left foot bloody painful tsktsk. but i still completed e trng hoho see im good :D got determination ! hee.

haha after trng we went to westmall to eat &arcade lol. all nine of sec2 girls went. &lirui jiaxu &jonathan too :D quite fun la but very tired. ): i wanna go sleep after i finish watching episode15 !

ohya later still going out: project superstar at mediacorp. hope wee can go la. sigh emobear #1 LMAO.

BYEBYE ! (:

ps: HAPPY BDAY TONGJING &ANDREW (: (: !!!

stupid shit seow weewee pangsehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ! oi ppl dont go out with her liao (trying hard to defame her) :D she damn dumb one. wahlauuuuuuuuuuu eh. ok la nvm i do hw now &watch meteor garden2 later teehee. byebye.

oi i miss you

hello. lmao weewee seow weewee is still on her wayy back home from jp stupid leh. haha nvm leaves me with time to bathe. eh lol now i like to bathe. so cool la last time i hated taking baths (eeyer stinky ass).

yay later gonna do hw with weewee seow weewee at mac's ! finally im being productive. haha so long never touch hw. trng tmr at macritchie ! 8km (: hope all goes well, God bless !
i love my mummy cause she bought me a bar of dove choc :D i think im gonna become as fat as 3swines &a cow. ok not funny. byebye im outta here.



ps: eee i dont like breakups at all. rah ppl, before you get into a relationship please please pleaseeee think properly ok. if you cant think properly then wait first la. wahlau go steady alr then break up, so noob lo.

anyway e point is that we shld all love ourselves more &not be taken advantage of, whether it is emotionally or physically. (: &think twice la dont be such a noob lo. dont love her then reject la stupid, make her so sad for what. no sincerity no brains.
she loves you a lot lo then dont accept her love just because you feel you need a girlf or sth la wahlau damn stupid can. somemore wanna breakup also so scared. then in e first place, blame yourself for being stupid &getting yourself trapped in a damned dilemma.
ok i've said my piece. phew.

hello (: i think im going to become an uglier pig because i keep staying up late haha. cause of meteor garden 2 !!! :D damn nice ha i just finished ep13.
i wanna go do hw with wee at mac's later. byebye go have lunch now too !

eh wahlau im so bored. lol you know runfeng &huishan both asked me out tmr, haha see im so popular. ok not funny. hmm anyway i dont know which to go. haha see first la. but if i go vivo i wanna do hw ! cause there's a hell lot of hw. ): so yeah. if not i'll join huishan &claire -- do hw ! :D

eeyer la chicken macnugget. so stupid roar. IM DESPERATE FOR METEOR GARDEN 2 !!! stupid shit youtube doesnt have episode 9 to i dont know what la. stupid lehzxszxszxs wahlauuuuuuu.

eh im so happy lol found it :D see you guys !

oh i had trng today then stayed back with carrots to play soccerrrrrr ! haha soccer rockszxszxszxs. byebye.

ps: coach says we're highly motivated individuals (hahaha) . (: COACH I LOVE YOU haha. confession ! x:



ps again: i think e record company regretted making such a dull video for this super wonderful song la. stupid idiots i want a sad love story to it la !

hello my blog's under construction. im editing a new skin la. haha you cant see this post ! im bored now &im watching meteor garden 2 ! :D on youtube hahaha. i hope i get a job, soon.
there's trng tmr in sch. jiayou.
oh my cousin is getting married im so happy for her ! &guess what, she even did her own invitation cards. whoo damn cool la right. haha next time i'll come up with lots of silly ideas for my wedding. i wanna marry x: ! LOL ok byebye.

eh i love carrots hahha. :D

btw i dont find e spammers funny anymore. eee running outta ideas alr. LOL lanjiaobins.



dont you worry i'll get over you. soon.

uh i dont know what to blog about. /: ah i know. i can tell you blog readers that i have trng at pandan resv tmr. &its gonna be a 6km run. oh then today's trng was damn tiring. my fitness level is at rock bottom. eh boo.



perhaps you really are unaffected, but i guess i dont care anymore. all e best gay.
time to get over you.

dont keep on lying, its irksome. i've been too stupid. the old chia siu yen has died so its no wonder i dont know you anymore. i really dont recognise you at all. what have you become ?

natalie creates much trouble for me hahaha ;D
ok here are e pics taken on e last day of sch.

ps: blogger is damn guailan.